Let's sing a sad song.

Mid year exams starts in 15 days' time.
I have been getting lower than average for every test to date.
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?

Today we organised the guides meeting.
Disappointed in myself, i wasn't exactly enjoying.
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?

Never scolded ccb to anyone before.
But today i did. Congratulations to you (:
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME YOU?
lol okay you shut yr mouth then i be nice to you.

Today was a LOSERRRR day.
As in, im the loser today.
Gah i h888888888888 myself today.

Did self reflection as i was back home, and i realised everything you do and say comes with a consequences. Do the wrong thing, face your own music. And i know i haven't been a great person. i always do or say things rashly, and i always manage to get away with them. But perhaps thinking really gives me enlightenment. I should seriously stop stop stop talking and doing things on impulse, i should shut my mouth when i should be. Talk smart, don't be stupid. Then I was thinking, whose fault was it? Then i thought, was it because i was thinking too much? She's not so petty i know. Yea good thing i left, perhaps there wasn't anything wrong but i am the irritating one who keeps saying there's something wrong. Paranoid. Why am I so paranoid about everything? So scared of everything? So inferior about everything? Why do i care about everything? Sometimes just leave people alone, like sometimes, i love to be left alone. Idk whats wrong with me? Nothing seems to get right. Call me a dreamer but i don't want to have any conflicts with anyone- it sux. Im sorry to kind of ROARRR at you. I didn't mean it. Yea we'll make up. I hope. Nah i know we will, 'cuz i was just thinking too much, like what you said. Tmrw we will :)
im sorry.

I NEED TO DE STRESS AND STUDY HARD FOR MY MID YEAR EXAMS.
I DON'T CARE I NEED TO DO WELL AND MAKE MY FATHER PROUD. MY MUM TOO, if she even cares about my good grades and stop harping on the bad ones.

SHIT TODAY MAY TOMORROW BE A GREAT DAY FOR ME.
LET ME PASS MY TESTS WITH FLYING COLORS AND I WILL THINK BEFORE I TALK AND BE NICE TO EVERYONE.

This song nearly made me tear in the bus idk why