ugly photo thanks.
Looks like the photo for my funeral huh? LOL
Choy I will live long.
Anyway moodswang in the midst of today. I wasn't really feeling okay.
Really. Just emotions, taking me overrrrrrrrrrrr.
I should stop being like one depressed person and affecting the moods of people around me.
I dampen people's moods. Yea I suck.
Gah no wonder. O:
YEA JASMINE STOP. STOP. STOP IT.
Easier said than done. I rather none of these happen before. I rather go to a new place and start new life there. Stop being one anti social freak and hiding my feelings all the time. Sometimes it gets so overwhelming I just have the urge to say my mind out. But you weren't there. Nah then i think about the consequences, and i'm relieved that i said nothing. But sometimes I just want my feelings to be known. Hard. Very hard. Many people know about it, it ain't a secret anymore. But why is it so difficult to let that one person who can change everything know? Yeah im one stupid freak. After reading this if you have any thought please keep them to yourself and don't infer any further in front of me or sth 'cuz i know my blog will instantly let you know what's in my mind. Well i just let time pass..... see what you and i can do then. Till one of us start to do something, else i shall just see them do anything they want to you. I suffer, it's okay. Numb by all the pain already. K this whole lump of words are crazy and dizzy to some yay it was meant to be this way bye.