1-2 crush on you.

Today i only had 3 hours of sleep. My brain wasn't functioning well.
Today is a speechless day.
First time I could literally feel my blood boiling and profanities just shoot out. And I meant what i said.
Nahhhhhh i hope everything's fine already.


On a more encouraging note,
my papapapa is coming home tmrw!!! ^^V

Can my mother and sister just fucking shut up?
I have never had a quiet night in a long time already.
What's the point of acting so happy in the hospital, but at home, truth is, ARGUMENTS, SCREAMING, DAUGHTERS SCOLDING MOTHER, MOTHER NAGGING AND MAKING NO SENSE TO DAUGHTERS.
What the fuck is this?
So gladddd that my dad will be back tomorrow. Bet my mum would shut her mouth a little, my sister too.
Now whenever i feel like saying something, to fight back for my rights, i can't even be bothered to complete my sentence. Srsly, numbeddddd.
Just adding to my sins, of scolding my ah bu. My sister should shut up too.


And yeaaaa whateverrrrrrr im so numb by all these shit.
Screwed up.
Did i mention that mrs philip pint pointing me today again? LOL i was like "WTH?" when she said my name. For Gawdnesss, i was meticulously doing my work.
When she told me that i was at the 60% and above range, i felt tears in my eyes.
Emotional yea whatever. So prone to crying wtf is wrong with me. Am so easily stressed i so loser.

Yea i want back sec 2 life.
I rather not have such stress, not know you, dad at home, better results, great friendship with everyone.
None of the above now. MY LIFE ROCK.

It was nice to nap for 2 hours straight after school. And i woke up with a headache.
It's like there's something tightening at my skull. Ouch.

I luv my life \m/
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