Today there wasn't guides.
So I left school at 2.30PM, broke the record of this year.
Feels so weird going home so early seriously.......
AND I BOUGHT JAP BENTO FOR LUNCH HEH HEH HEH.
It's NOT saliva lah NEO LIPING!!! -_-
was bored and alone in a lonely afternoon.
Anyway Guides Thinking Day in school...... didn't perfect it.
Nevermind next year will be better :)
Still proud to be a Commonwealth Guide!
Today wasn't in the right mind to study really.
Woke up at 4.40AM and I wanted to sleep badly for all the periods before recess.
Physics SPA was shit 'cuz I totally don't understand the whole experiment.
Worst still, I don't know how to use the retort stand.
And I guessed my attitude kinda sucked, so Mr Koh was kinda pissed with me LOL.
He pint-pointed me in front of the whole class. Gah nevermind I understand.
I really need to do some reflecting..... Why is it like the whole class knows what to do but not me???
Think I was a loser.. cried a bit after because I felt super lousy in my attitude and academics.
Tension again....... My mum just told me to better show good results since I keep going online :/
Fears me.. really.
I don't want to lose. GOTTA REALLY STUDY FOR GOOD GRADES.
Hope it's not too late.
:( :( :(
This anxiety within me..... I MUST WORK HARD GAMBATEK!!! (the 3/5's blog is influencing me into luving RED :D)
P/s: Took weight today, lost 1.2kgs!
P/s/s: Proves something: Skipping lunch and being emo helps.
xD