Can ask/ talk to me real life tho, I don't mind. Thanks.
I mean, I appreciate encouraging tags tho :D
Keep... holding on.
Cross country meet today (technically, yesterday, past midnight already).
Met Adeline and Zhongting at CCK, I was late :/
So instead of me waiting for the mrt to arrive and board the mrt, they got off the mrt to wait for me.
面包超人, zzt always surely got these kind of cute cute stuffs haha.
Mrted to Chinese Garden, walked to the meeting point.
Got into our classes and talked crap.
Cindy very evil lor, don't wna reveal. I guess correct already she still don't admit STOOOOPID XD
The whole school was freaking noisy.
Principal came up and scold us, Mrs Terence simply screamed in the mike.
Then I think the principal said "CONTROL YOURSELF" for 10 million times.
LOL there was a sec one girl and guy who couldn't control themselves so they were asked to stand. FUNNY.
The other levels went for their race first.
Then they played the "We will rock you" song.
Everyone started singing, "We will, we will, fuck you"
YES HILARIOUS. Bet Monday we will be also be addressed on this issue too as told by Mrs Terrence LOL.
Started the race, I didn't really warmed up BLEAH.
Then started to run..... Wanted to get a medal at least for my dad :)
Ran like crazy, whenever I see a shelter/roof, I will think it is the finishing point.
Ends up it is the toilet or something :(
So I ran and ran and ran..... saw many pro guys overtaking me O:
The upslope of bridge really killed me.
And I was thinking, "I am able to finish this run without stopping, my dad's suffering something worst then me, he will survive so will I."
Then I finally came to a stop where the teacher says "First point 28, 100m more!!"
Okay I was O.O 28th. Better runnnnn somemore 100m left.
I ran like crazy, panted like a pig and was like "eh? Not 100m only meh? Obviously the teacher bluff me LOL"
But I guess it helps in a way? ;)
Ran past the finishing point and they handed me my position card,
-________________________-"
38th. Ha my ears need some serious wax clearing.
Felt really giddy at first, but got myself fixed.
I was disappointed in myself.
I didn't get the medal for my dad D:
I told myself I will get the medal for my dad and show it to him when I see him later.
But I didn't.
Saw Yvette and people. I started crying uncontrollably.
Bet I looked like some loser who cried 'cuz I didn't win a damn medal. BLEAH
Thanks girls.
I forget why and I cried again. Worst this time.
The others started crying too. O.O
WHOA LIKE SCARY.
I'm like the focus then my crying was the shockwaves (k stop talking geography).
WELL I REALLY HAPPY AND ENCOURAGED BY ALL YOUR CARING WORDS :)
Thanks to those who comforted me and gave me a big hug. Appreciated.
Cried because I'm touched by the people who cared. I didn't know so many cared. It was nice.
Don't cry, 'cause I'm still strong and brave here.
Sorry to those who were simply bewildered by the number of girls crying.
3/5 was awesome bunch of super nerds.
Clinched the 1st placing for Girls Team Prize and 2nd placing for Boys Team Prize.
AWESOME MUCH? :) Nerds who can do sports.
During dismissal, they reminded us not to loiter around in shopping malls and go straight home after cross country.
Bet 90% of the school didn't bothered about the rule.
Had out so-called 3/5 outing after cross country. Headed over to JP.
ROFL indecisive about what to eat.
Decided on Burger King after that.
Fast food. Haven't ate it since donkey years. I must be crazy. I am eating fast food.
Actually wanted to window shop HAHAHA.
But we chanced upon Marie France's nice mirror thingy so we decided to take a group photo! LOL how random are we.
Asked an innocent cleaner to take a snapshot for us.
Watched movie after that.
ROFL indecisive on what movie to watch.
Decided on Marley and Me.
Hehe that show has quite funny parts, but it was a touching show about animal love.
LOL but I really wanted to sleep halfway.
The show ended and my mum called.
She scolded me for not being serious.
I was pissed and shoot back at her.
I really regretted. I must have sounded like a not understanding spoilt brat.
Kahleong told me that I have to be more understanding towards my mum. Arguments are inevitable at the start, but I have to tolerate.
Yes I will. Sorry mum.
Then didn't know where to go.
At first wanted to go to the ASEAN scholar's hostel, then go libray (WTH?), then go Zenon's house, then go Yuni's house.....
wah our class damn indecisive HAHA.
So everyone started to leave bit by bit, leaving me, yuni and a few other guys.
They wanted to go to Yuni's house but so I left them and stayed at JP.
Haaaa nice day with 3/5 :)
Evening met up with sister and mum to visit my papa~ :D
198ed down and YAY I SAW MY PAPA.
Only 2 people can go in at a time. Hence my sister and me only.
His colleagues were there and my aunts and uncles.
Talked a lot of things with my dad, very glad that my dad is positive and happy.
Really very very very 欣慰 that my dad is brave and optimistic :D
My mum, my sister and I will be waiting for my dad to come home soon XD!!!
Luv my family.
There were many nice and kind people around us who visited my dad and gave us many fruits. There were more yesterday.
Thanks alot for all your concern. My family really appreciates it :)
I will pray very hard.
I have to learn how to be strong. So my dad will be stronger.
Stop crying okay, you are the eldest sister, you have to take care of your mum and sister too.
CHERISH EVERYONE AROUND YOU NOW.