Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Rant, whine, crap, scold.

It's just the 3rd day of Secondary 3 school life and I already want to die.

LOL like literally!!! It sucks being in the Triple Science class.... everyone's just SO SO SO hardworking.
It makes you look really slack when you don't do work too. Yes and slacking is what I totally do every single moment.
Spent my whole Secondary 2 slacking, I slack so much it becomes weird I'm finishing math homework before school ends and not going for recess and lunch.
Yes and the best thing about this stressful atmosphere I'm currently in is that.... I GET TO SKIP MEALS, I haven't ate lunch for two days straight. And I don't fucking feel hungry.
How awesome.. way to go Jasmine to being an anorexic (well kidding).
'Cuz I usually would die if I skip any meals.

Perhaps that's why they say stress makes someone lose weight?
Good good~ I like that. For the losing weight part.

Yes and it gets really irritating when people walk past your classroom and laugh and give comments like "wahhhhh study sehhhhh~" or whatever.
LIKE I WANT LIKE THAT LORRRRR.

I'm like forcing myself to do work, afraid that I might not be able to catch up.
Come on lah.... When I was in 2/2 I don't even do my work before a lesson end, I just do it as homework, and rush out of the classroom for toilet to be a vain girl and do up my hair nicely.

No time for that. The class' atmosphere too tense for fun..... maybe not LOL but it just gives me that feeling- S.T.R.E.S.S.F.U.L.~
K perhaps I am giving myself stress....

I wanted to scream and cry like no one else's business while I was doing Math just now lor....... seriously... why the fuck must I become like that? -.-
Like having the mentality that "No study no talk".

Oh Em Gee~ I'm msning Weiying telling her I'm going to be effing serious and don't joke at all after 6 months.
Ew I don't want to become like that.

And yes yes, CCA and SCHOOL ENDING AT A STANDARD TIME OF 5PM. How wonderfoooool~
I dont know if it's hunger that's making me extremely shagged, or it is that I'm still not used to the routine of waking up at 5+AM.... hope I get over with my holiday mood and start hard work.


The worst thing is..... the teachers are stating how scary and stressful secondary 3 work will be. So we better be prepared and study so we pass our O levels with flying colors.
O levels seems so far away last year... but now, it's like...... WE'RE PREPARING FOR IT!!!
Ok ok feel the tension people? Lol

Furthermore I think it's school blues or something. I kinda miss 2/2 peeps a lot.
:( It's like.... I ONLY WANT TO KNOW PEOPLE I ALREADY KNOW SO WHAT kind of thing. Irritating.
No.... but I still make new friends ^^

But it's just.... well I give the classmates and myself more time.
It's only the 3rd day (:
I hope 3/5 isn't just about STUDYING, STUDYING and STUDYING~


Well, like what most teachers and my parents will say...
"STUDY HARD NOW, FOR 9A1s LATER."

Yes yes so easy yea? :) Haha of course I want A1s so think it's just a matter of time that I will get used to 3/5 and luv it and heart the stress and cherish the lessons...

Okay by then I will be freaking skinny. How awesome!!!!

LOL okay I've been whining and ranting the whole day and I think I should fucking stop it.
Whining's uncoooool~
Like what the camp person says. LOLOLOL.

This is such a retarded ranting post and I think I've let out everything in my mind now..... NO MORE SIAN HERE SIAN THERE TOMORROW!!!
Okay for now... yes I feel better ^^


And today Guides was fugging dizguzting 'cuz we were supposed to clean up Guides Room which hasn't been cleared for 2 years or so. WHAO HOW KEWL.
And fucktard there were lizard eggs stuck onto the wall...... 1000001% ORHXINNESS!!!!!!
And Benita went to break those eggs (which idk why were hard) (btw the eggs look like mothballs of pink and green and white color o.O) with that stick (that stick is going to be haunted from today onwards!) and gruesome gluey unknown (fine. the baby embryo) liquid came out of the shell.....
Arsehole cheebye I was effing disgusted. Wanted to vomit and cry.

It's like..... GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Okay I shan't elaborate. Whoever interested in how a lizard egg looks like please go google about it. I think you are great if you do that 'cuz it's the grossest thing on earth, grosser than my poop.

Well well off to do my homework. Yes how terrific we have 4 homework of different subjects :)
And there's math tuition tmrw RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL. Double terrific-ness.
And I haven't bathe and I'm super smelly and dirty. Triple terrific-ness.


GAWD I think I'm pretty cool 'cuz I can talk to my blog for so long and so much.
Bet I couldn't hold such a long conversation with anyone now. I slept my whole way from Jurong to CCK.
Computer just keeps me..... rejuvenated!
Think the virtual world suits me more. HA HA HA kidding. I'm not weird and anti social.

Ohgayzx, just a last random crap, I WENT TO SCHOOL SUPER EARLY TODAY AND AM PROUD OF IT!!!
They were like, "Wah jasmine 第一次天还没亮你就来了"

JYA.