Today i went to Vivo with family.
Today i didn't talk a lot.
Today my dad talked to me and practically made me cry in public.
Today i forgot to smile.
Today i felt that faking a smile was so difficult.
Today i couldn't hold a proper conversation with my family.
Today i made my mother angry.
Today i made my father angry.
Today i made my sister angry.
Today i was sucha spoilt brat.
Today i lost my temper.
Today i spoke a lot in mandarin to my parents.
Today i realised i can scold better in chinese than english.
Today i was brooding over my weight issue.
Today my parents wanted me to go Jean Yip/Marie France for slimming treatment (No joke).
Today i will exercise later.
Today i decide that i will exercise at least 2 hours everyday.
Today my dad tell me all the exercises i've done so far this month has been wrong WTF.
Today i was very sensitive.
Today i was fat.
Today mum told me i have low self esteem.
Today my parents were eating MacDonalds while i was stoning away, telling myself not to eat.
Today i had thoughts of anorexic.
Today i was looking at calories when i was at candy empire.
Today was a fuckin bad day.
Today i felt that i had some mental problem.
Fuck no one will understand how afraid I am of going into TAF next year.
I want to be thin!!!
Fuck i can only talk peacefully with the computer today i guezz.
It's unusual for me to be in such a bad mood. Really.
I think this fatty issue is killing me.
Bye off to go jog.