Conscious guilt.

I think I have to stop squandering away my parents' money anymore ):
I feel....... guilty.

Mum just called to tell me my sms bills exceeded again, two months in a row.
The worst thing is, I told my mum that I won't exceed anymore the month before -.-
That makes me feel like boxing myself up and forcing myself to eat McDonalds to gain more fats as punishment ):

Thank God I didn't order those Geo lens. Was contemplating if I should since Im really tempted to.
:/ Guess I shall just spend within my means.
Furthermore Im spending lesser on food now so, good girl I am.

Have been living off with FBTS, sometimes clad in a better looking cardigan.
Haven't bought dresses and stuffs for a long time (I sound pathetic huh? LOL)
Well but it's a virtue to be thrifty isn't it? :)

Yez and the best present for my parents currently now is to come back from shopping to see that their dear daughter Jasmine holding a book to study/read/pretend to concentrate!!!

I shall do so now..... call it... to make myself feel a teeny weeny bit better since Im conscious of my wrongdoing :(
My parents being still being nice to me despite my splurge does not make me feel any better. Ironically, I feel worst /:

K I shall talk less crap and do what I should be now.