Cheemology.

Why is it so hard for me to say, "I love you"?

Those three words,
so undefined,
somehow define,
my whole mentation of you.

I know that what I feel is strong, so true,
yet i'm still scared to express myself,
like holding a 50 pound weight, sinking in water
and I know this sounds stupid,
but I'm afraid to let go of it,
afraid to lose what i now have knowing that,
in reality I could have so much more,
but i choose to constantly
drown myself, in love.

And what I'm saying probably makes no sense to you.
But love, itself, is not sensible and wasnt made for us to figure out.

I guess, to say, "I love you" would be giving you my heart,
And I'm not ready, for it to be broken,
so those three words in my mind,
tickling my soul, roam in my thoughts,

UNSPOKEN.