I am very stressed.
I feel inferior.
I am afraid.
I lack of courage.
I don't have the mood.
I am tired.
I am paranoid.
I regret.
I wish for the best.
I want to just start life all over again.
Or maybe, I shouldn't have existed.
I sound suicidal.
No, I'm not yet to that extent.
I just feel... scared.
Well, but afternoon was fun enough :)
Enjoyed myself throrougly. Half of 2/2 was nice enough to catch a movie together.
Apparently, 2/2's still united.
School ended really early, at 9.30AM so we caught Painted Skin at JEC.
19 people went, each ticket costs 6$.
I was holding 114$ worth of tickets, rob me! lol
Shuhui anyhow go buy a super duper uber huge box of popcorn -.o
I didn't eat, I promise.
Said to be a scary show (according to my sister after watching the commercial LOL), but it's okay.
'Cept that I was really afraid of some parts, since I won't know what will happen next.
So I basically put my bag near my face for the whole movie, IN CASE.
I don't want to scream due to my unpreparedness like the other time watching 'The Stranger'.
And I seriously think that guy is super faithful to his wife, despite she saying that she was the demon.
Like seriously, I was at the brink of tears!
It's like... WOW. That guy rock, I like faithful guys XD Duh
Later they meddled here meddle there, indecisive of what to do and where to go.
So some left first, leaving 11 people for lunch.
They decided to come over to my house to play LOL.
LOL, they so bad. Don't want give up seat for more needy people.
I stand okay! haha
We played Truth Or Dare, and we had hell lots of fun.
Did crazy dares (X: *inside joke) and dug out people's secrets, not telling :)
they played poker cards while I koped Neil's PSP to audition.
Lol, i suck at that game. My brain just can't seem to coordinate well with my hands and eyes.
They left at about 5PM, had many many fun.
Oh ya, this is me.
But I'm unhappy now.
I'm really afraid of getting back my results.
I feel more stressed after exams ended.
I don't think I will not do well, but I just feel scared.
Please, God, be with me till I get back my results.
And shower me with all the luck and hope for me to score well.
请观音娘娘保佑我会考取好成绩
And Desmond is making me more emo -.-
Haizx, someone give me an inspirational talk.
Love,
jasmine