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Hah, today i had a emotional and depressed day.
- Almost broke down from overwhelming emotions.
- Got conselling from friends.
- People said I looked emo.
- I was forcing each smile today ('cept when i saw the super duber huge condom Mrs Toh showed us).
- I was really restless and sleepy and DID NOT want to do any work.
- I wanted to scold and scream at people (k, i didn't afterall, it's just not right, my mama got teach me)
- I just wasn't in the mood.
Yeah, but i learnt something pretty important.
that bottling up feelings for too long may not do any good to me, sometimes, it's just better to let out what you're thinking.
and thanks for nice friends out there, really.
They told me I was too nice, hah.
TOO nice till become STUPID. I agree.
Yeah, but after all, what's wrong with being nice, seriously?
Others happy I suffer.
Worth it? No.
Okay, i'll try to be bad. :)
No, firmer I guess. I'll try.
Ha, quite impossible. But let's see ayte? XD
Commonwealth secondary school is infested with disgusting teenie weenie green objects called *thinks hard for the name that was mentioned this morning assembly* k, i give up.
I forgot the name, but it's not sandflies, oh I see.
I kept having this stupid illusion all day that got fly go into my nostrils and you would probably see one gladly making its way out of my nose hair -.-
Yes, it was just my own imagination obviously. No flies went into my nose XD
The girls toilet was infested with those flies too.
The whole basin and toilet bowls are filled with it. OMG.
like DISGUSTING.
so once you put yr butt into the toilet bowl, it acts like a stopper and restricts the flies from flying out. And who knows? Those effing flies might just find their new home in yr BUTT.
Wow, i'm thinking too much. OKay, but those flies are really irritating -.-
AND I DON'T WANT TO SHA SHENG LAAAA~
so they don't come find me, i won't kill them. Really.
Well, today we started on Science chpt 7, finally. LOL.
We were one of the first classes who started chpt 6 first, and one of the last to end chpt 6. LOL, mrs toh really goes into details o.O
So we saw pills, some gadgets to prevent pregnancy, and condoms.
We watched a video on how the male condom and female condom are used.
And my whole group were like, EEEEEW-ing all the way. Omg, i'm really disgusted by the female condom. Wtf, like ORHXIN pl0x.
I seriously wonder how the hell to insert that thing into that thing. o.O
It's like.. ouch. Okay, and amyraa asked a funny qn.
"Then when you wear tampons how you go toilet?"
The whole class laughed.
Figure out why yourself. Actually i was wondering how too, till i understand why everyone laughed -.- HAHAHAHA. It was hilarious.
Mrs Toh flashed the male condom too. It was the small kind one.
And she was like, "Can see? If you can't see, how about this? *takes out the SUPER DUPUPER UBER HUGE CONDOM*"
It's like damn large okay, and gary was like, "Wahlao eh, whose penis so big one?"
okay, it was the largest and longest condom I've ever seen. O:
Anyway, we had remedials when the others don't have. Eew, and i was at the brink of sleeping. Really.
I was really emo, roar.
But i managed to finish up my letter writing, wow.
Perhaps depression makes you shut up and don't feel like talking and makes you work harder? LOL.
Alright, I'm still emo, but not really as much as just now.
just now i almost cried. I don't like it.
It's just not about that thing, about something else too. Ha, something stupid and silly you might think.
But well, thanks to those who made an effort to comfort me :D
greatly appreciated ♥
Oh, i was chionging Twilight to return to Weiying.
And i found this quote,
"Give me a few minutes to restart my heart."
i think it's nice, idk why :)
I trying to finish up my Youjing composition due tmrw morning 6.30PM.
Which means I have to finish it up today -.-
Okay, so, sayonara!
Love,
jasmine