Aishiteru <3

Edited~




Walking proud

My lips told a lie
For a trivial reason
I suppose it was for no one else
But only to protect me
When I was thoughtless

When I noticed, I was trapped and at a loss
Surrounded by countless lies

The sky I looked up at was beautiful
I thought of you
I wished I could walk with firm steps
Facing forward like you

But I escaped from the reality
Escaped from all the pain
I said to myself
"I'll be my ideal self some day
Though I'm far from that now"

After such excuses, my eyes were opened
What I could do was only to live in the present time

Does this voice reach you?
Does it ring in your heart?
I'm walking on today
Looking at your back as a guidepost to live


Gah, i feel emotional today.
perhaps I've been deceiving myself all these while.
i feel like crying. i don't feel like talking. i'm missing.

I suddenly feel like, I don't understand humans.
yes, human beings are complicated and confusing.
they contradict, lie, accuse, hurt.

And is it wrong to feel like this?
i rather this to be a secret between myself.

I know it just, won't work.

Perhaps I'm just thinking too far, too high, too much.
i'm fat, it's a fact.


I don't know why I'm feeling like that,
but I'm determined to make a change.
for anata.
P/s, Nothing of the above are linked. I'm just feeling messy.
P/s/s, HMT tomorrow. Good news- We get to go home at 11.30AM ; Bad news- Exams end at 6PM -.-

Good luck all.

Edited/

Today during history, kokila showed us videos on Lee Kuan Yew.


i think he rock. he's like cool please.
"Father of our nation"

And yes, Amyraa's going to disagree with me.

With a heavy heart,
jasmine