Sunday, August 31, 2008

My story.


RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

I keep feeling there's something within me, a fire I guess, and I wanna scream it all out.
Yes, I'm not okay.
I've not been truly happy recently, in fact, my unhappiness is piling.
Each day I tell myself, "Today there will be something for you to be happy about. Find joy in everything you do."
RIGHT, easier said than done O:

And my concentration level is so mininal that I'm worried if I can manage to revise for the whole week. I doubt if I can really do well in my EOY.
It's just this messy feeling in my that I need to untangle.
Crap, I'm going emo. wtf
IT'S DISTRACTING ME BIG TIME -.-

My father told me that now i talking also like so serious like that LOL.
Vexed, roar.
Perhaps the result of bottling up feelings for too long. I'm not used to confiding to anyone.
Yes, i don't know why. Not even my bestest friends.
And now, I can't find anyone that i feel comfortable telling anything to.
Kkk, my fault.

People come to me to get conselling, since they see me as this positive bubbly girl who has like everyone's care and attention and really truly think life's that great all the time.
Well, not really.

Hmm... just,
.. ..
i want back my happy self.

Nvm. Byebye.

P/s: And I just realised I did really badly for my Term 3 -.- Needa buck up to maintain level position D:



不, 完美 (李玖哲)