Thoughts...

Randomly looking at some blogskins since I was pretty tired mugging :(,
and I came across this:
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=241920&action=Preview
"What hurts the most was being so close."
Food for thought..... Pretty true eh?

And I think you changed a lot. ROAR go think about yourself.
Just one month can change someone so much, CHANGE IS SCARY IN A WAY.
Or rather, you were like that in the past but I was too gullible and positive to realise it? Hmz.
Well hope you wake up soon and stop thinking about trying to do stupid things that will end you no where.

Weird....... I can't emphasize how weird everything is right now.
Messed up thoughts, untamed figure, shooting something out of my mouth without thinking, pissed with people, stressed up schoolwork, emotionzzzz just getting over me.......
Furthermore, I find myself ignoring people even though my main aim wasn't unfriendly.
I don't talk to my other classmates, although I don't abhor them. Even when they are with me, I tend to neglect people and totally.... I used to talk to strangers easily in the past.
Just seriously WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
Hmmz getting anti social or what. Lol maybe I am.

So I'm sorry to those who think I'm like one fucked up kia who only mixes with her OWN friends and not you. Ya I'm still easy going, just that I forgot how to make the first move.
TIMID EHEHEHH. Someone ate my courage away sad huh :(

K got to think about a lot today. And I guess I'm still jealous of others... No one can stop complaining how wonderful someone else's life is I guess.
This is what makes us strive for the better, so that one day, in future we can be envied at.
Yeaaaaaaa eyyyyeeeeeee sounddddddd sooooooo grownnnnnnnn uppppp eyeeeeeeee knowwwwwww youuuuuuuuu jealousssssss.