When they knock you down, just get back up

Cheers.

2009-08-10T14:27:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i really do have friends that look like this :)

I might/ won't/ will be back.

Catch me at facebook instead.

P/s, hehe that's my dad and me when i was young. WOOOO ^^

= hot.

2009-08-04T17:53:00.000+08:00

Hi school has been great this week (it's only tuesday who cares) as i get to reach home before 6PM.
Yesterday, i can leave school at 2.30PM while others have their rmds.
Today, i can leave school at 4PM while others have their ccas.

Woooo i passed my CH.
Nicole: "we all pass we happy already, triple science must get As then happy."
LOL stereotyping the triple science people :(

Oh yes, i think by telling yourself that you will fail before getting your papers help.
Joshua was saying that he will fail CH and ironically he got highest in class. O:

Today i think i burned a lot of calories 'cuz we played handball.
I am very aggressive when i play and allyson said i hit her hand many times.

Okay fine i agree. I play so hiong till my shoes' soles fall off.
WOW no la must be because i went to wash it that's why.

:D
*wink wink

which means i get to buy new school shoes.
Later @ JP! hahahah my parents are very efficient :D
i luv my papa a lot. Okay my mama when she doesn't scold me anyhow.

But i think i ate a lot today. The stupid curry ~~noodle chicken~~ chicken noodle.
yes me the almighty went to tell the auntie "curry noodle chicken".
SMART.

I stumbled onto these pictures at health zone in my handphone O.O

it's chunni. WOOOO

and this is my brother. Please help me brother, he short of cash :)

HAHAHAHA im just kidding.
im not ah tiong. don't believe i show you my birth cert. XD

Me am not.

2009-08-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

Im not ah tiong.
Im not nerd.
Im not ah lian.
Im not emo.

IMMA SO ACCUSED LORRRR :(

2009-08-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

im so screwed. :(
somehow. sorry.

heartbreaker from the start.

Unwanted.

2009-08-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

"which is better? being a nice person or a mean person?"

"times flies. i swear it flies. 6 months has passed, so many things had happened. Life wasn't easy for those period of time. It's been a long time since our whole family can go out together."

"And no. it's impossible we're gna eat out together again."

"Sorry but not everyone's so fortunate. i'm not pathetic but neither am i as lucky."

"stop comparing."

"stop lying. stop being scared."

Told ya, i think A LOT.
and no im not weird. grrrr

Today is a quiet day for me. Shhh~
Pan wei bo is in singapore today at imm and st james power stn.
I couldn't go because of ndp.
damn i am very very very depressed nao.

Supposed to go for the flea market at St James power stn but was cancelled :(
bye to my shoppingz.
I think i shall just make do with lot one tmrw. Cotton on got new stocks. *wink wink

this is my future bedroom... HM

Trust.

2009-07-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

this pose was totally coincidental. I was touching my hair then nicole come put her hands around my waist for idk what reason.
and tada this coolz posez.

hahaha all the layers *wink wink

Okay off to watch tyra banks.
Interesting enough, "i hate being gay" episode O:

this is very very funny

Sometimes i feel dumb :(

2009-07-28T19:45:00.001+08:00

cindy and i will make cute bentos for our children in future!!!

i wanted to. but i didn't.
then i regret. and i saw sorrow in your eyes.

I like the first choices for my facebook's marriagebot and crushbot's results :D
I wonder how the calculate one.
but it's very very very crappy. i think.

okay sometimes i don't know what im talking about and i just need to be alone.
i like walking home alone sometimes! :)

shhhh i wanna go study.
*joshua turns back and click off my pen and call me NERD*

i realise i don't blog much about school here haha. i forgot what happened in school.

"In love with my best friend."

2009-07-26T18:50:00.004+08:00

Choi minhwan very very cute.
he plays the drums too.
omg i like people who plays the drums, very very cool.

but jaejoong is still the hottest :)

Nah i don't like korean guys, i think they very gay.
but this is what you get when you read Teenage...

LEE MIN HO! KIM BUM! CHOI MIN HWAN! JAE JOONG!
hehe

actually i am very very very sad now.
'cuz i want to go but i can't go and now i can't go but they can go and i am very very sad.
no one will get what i mean.
:)

Oh btw something very retarded happened to me.
on friday after guides i was on the bus and it was very crowded.
and somehow i went to put my head near the ez link card tapping machine there.
and the door opened. and the door bang my head like damn painful only.
i think im the first retarded enough person to get hit my the bus door :(

btw
i am moving house soon!!!

i wanna study right now (na na na)~

They asked me why.

2009-07-26T00:27:00.004+08:00

Chunni told me,
"the first person i thought was you leh"
:D
good. glad to hear i was helpful and nice to you.
DUHHHHH haha

my malay girl friend calls me ah tiong lor wahlao.

Haha ndp today was fine. 2 more weeks and my saturdays are free forever!!
finally got our ndp tee ;) hehe

Got this ytd after guides with jiawen... the sandwich vending machine in school which looks pretty coolz.
it tasted salty :(

School's been good. 'Cept im busy and im not doing that well academically :(
roar. i gotta buck up. stupid 3/5 smart people hahaha.
everyone score so well 'cept me :(

Must study tmrw!

Cindy koped my head/face today because i wanted to faint halfway standing up (i think i got coronary heart disease whereby FATTY substances thicken in your blood vesels). K choy.
omg the F word. Forbidden F word.
Anyway, it was damn funny how cindy tried to kope my head only.

and today almost got hit my motorbike. There was an accident during the ndp show.
The motorcyclist was supposed to perform but somehow he lost his grip and he flung out of the vehicle.
and the bike slammed towards my direction. but thank God there were metal poles to protect us.
woooooo the ndp site has all its safety measures ^^

I kinda like today ;) at the end part.
After ndp. hehe.
awwwwwesome. i think you misunderstood. who cares :D

oyasumi nasai~

2009-07-21T20:54:00.002+08:00

Today is racial harmony day.
i pledge not to call dark skinned people banglah.

i will call them ah bu neh neh.

k kidding.

and no, im not ah tiong amyraa (: RACIST ONLYZX.

that's Dee with her indonesia costume, i think it's very very coolz.
i just finished pe that's why my face so red.
my face is ALWAYS red :(

I want to own a polaroid one day.
then i will capture happy moments of you, me, she, he, they, us.

i am very very sad today but i don't know why.
i cried all of a sudden reading the bio ws.
i think im crazy.

i should learn how to manage my emotions better.
i should learn to be stronger.
i should stop showing attitude during guides. sorry i like loner sit at there don't talk don't do anything.

i am a loner what. btw.

im fine. thanks. i think.
at least for tmrw, i think i'll be fine.

sheng ri kuai le my dear friend.
i miss you.
i guess everything i want to say is written on the card. i know it's long. but do read yea (:

seriously. why do i feel like a stranger in that place?
i thought it should be somewhere familiar?

No, im not talking about my home.
I luv my home. although we fight everyday.

Hm

2009-07-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

You haven't failed in your relationship until you've given up.

i don't like chinese class.
don't ask me why.
i miss the old feeling.
i miss all of you all. :(

think im blogging @ my lj today.

In 1 hour 18 mins my dear friend :)

2009-07-17T23:23:00.005+08:00

As-telle(: says:
In the night, she want to scream
To the man who is so blur
Somewhere far along this road,
She fell in love
To a man in front of her
Oh even if he's just beside her.

;) Original lyrics you want to know?

Don't tell you. :p

Chunni customised this song for me.

THIS IS PLAIN COOLNESS.

2009-07-17T17:32:00.007+08:00

(editedddd & updated)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=je1KOcBYGjM

WATCH IT I DONT CARE!!!!!!

***

i went to cut my hair. finally.

not much a difference, cut my fringe short O: O: O:
OMG not bangs nooooooo. else i will look more cheena.

Yessss as you can see i got a pimple that's gna burst anytime as im talking to someone and pus will flow out like a waterfall.
:(
3M stickers to the rescue!!! (I hope)

Had a heated argument with my family just now.
Shan't go into details, no one bothers.
I shall just sit here and continue to facebook to complete the joy of my day.

Today is a good day. *wink wink
Not good in the afternoon.
I suddenly feel quiet and felt like being alone. idk.
im weird huh? I don't like to be alone and fear lonliness, but i want to be alone sometimes.

Aye whatever, no one cares too.

WOW i so emo.
hehe whatever.

Somehow i feel everyone i now before i leaving me one by one...
it's a scary feeling.

By the way,
When you are leaving a room, who will be the last person you would catch a glimpse of before you get out of the room?

Hot. Or. Not.

2009-07-16T20:59:00.004+08:00

Haha okay so i was ignorant and didn't know cristiano ronaldo was that eeeew....
hehe and a cute guy i found from the net ;)
I googled and he is a good man.

Thank you thank you.
*grins widely*

eh but he still look hot leh :O
Okayyyy apart from whatever negative news about him... hehe.

I swear i feel very floaty in school all the way, been floating and sleepwalking thru everyday :(
i will sleep earlier today :D

So i can become smarter. hehe
Sleep makes people smarter, pimples lesser, grow taller, and weigh lighter!!!
TRUST ME SO GO SLEEP NAOOOO OKAY.

Oyasumi nasai!

Excite me.

2009-07-15T19:54:00.003+08:00

Haiiiiii.

7 things I have to say:
1. Had hmt oral today and I think i screwed up. But i'm glad it's over :)
Note to self: Must score well to pull up for paper 1 and 2!
2. I luvlublove to do math homework. Although i got many qns don't know how to do :)
3. School has been fine, although half of the time im floating my way thru life. Ah life rox and sux at the same time.
4. I think i and cindy and nicole always have weird names for weird and random people O:
5. Im craving for sushi although it's sinful to eat after 7PM.....

6. My dad need more calories due to excessive weight loss (!?!?)
7. Always i had so many things to tell you, but i can't find reason and courage to do so- so that's what you call, so near yet so far.

wo hen ben.

2009-07-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

zhen de, yi ding yao nu li du shu.

wo jin tian jue de zi ji hen ben. yin wei wo hen ben.

wo hua wen kao hen lan, ying wen ye shi.
xing qi san kou shi wo hen pa.

wo yao kai shi duo shuo hua yu, yao bu ran wo kou shi hui hen lan.
wei shen me o shui zhun bu yao zhi kao xie de? wo xie de bi shuo de hao :(

wo men kai shi shuo hua yu ba!

wo ma ma gang gang ma le wo 'chun cai'.

you yu wo jing chang xiang tai duo, wo xian zai hen shang xin.
wo hen lei, yao qu shui le.

zai hui.

Why am i here?

2009-07-13T01:06:00.010+08:00

Yay i think i should sleep nao.
I sux 2 slp so l8.

I haven't finished my vocab. Great.

And you bully my good friend i very angry please. GRR.
My good friend bettaaaa than you :D :D :D

'Cuz you're hot and you're cold.

2009-07-12T01:18:00.004+08:00

This is so random and untrue.
I look like a guy WHOA.
And no, i don't look like any cheena person. Small eyes does not mean cheena :)

I came home at close to 12 'cuz of ndp.
Am very sleepy. Going to do a bit of vocab and off to bed.

The guy i have in mind.

2009-07-10T22:45:00.004+08:00

I know it's been a long time, but i still haven't got it! It will come to mama, soon. HEHE
Finally watched his episode on hei se hui, hahahaha he damn cute and nice only.
;) *wink wink

E learning was partially retarded and totally stupid to start with.
School rox my sox all of a sudden.

I think the sch just want us to know how much school rox by giving us e learning today.
YES I LOVE SCHOOL :)
More real life experience. And i think mrs philip will teach math better, duh.

But i like it that we can wake up later and somemore go online and talk and facebook and do whatever you want. And yes... learn. LOL

I took a nap! Haha so shuanggggg i luv 2 slp.

Went to visit my papa.

Yessss he seems more radiant ^^

(P/S: BTW I HAVE EYES. I PROMISE I HAVE EYES IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY.)

Got masks from Sasa hehe but my mum still refuses to buy the eyelash curler. LOL
My mum is better than yours 'cuz she puts mascaraahhhhhh and she has long long lashes ;)

Cotton on was like damn cool, got new stocks.
I want that OMG WTF tee. hehe

Ok tmrw got ndp woo im egggcited :D
I wonder what's for lunch and dinner tmrw. hehe im hungry.

Oh yes, speaking of hungriness, staying at home makes you fat.
I think i ate a lot. 'Cuz i snacked on a packet of Pillows while doing e learning and my sister got yoghurt place for me.
Argh fats. I hate fats.
O:

Anyway, spot me :D

You're in my mind, you're in my heart,
I wish I knew, right from the start,
All my friends say, you'd break my heart,
A heartbreaker, right from the start.

k random

Death is scary.

2009-07-09T22:10:00.003+08:00

:'(

"a part of you were left with us."
"you are my brother."
"how much pain can one take? maybe now they will leave you alone."
"when i said i love you, your response would be, i love you more."

"Ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you can ever imagine.
And I just wanted to say I love him so much. "

Why y why y why?

2009-07-09T19:36:00.008+08:00

At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?
Why do doctors leave the room when you change? They're going to see you naked anyway.
Do they bury people with their braces on?
Do dentists go to other dentists or do they just do it themselves?
Can animals commit suicide?
Can you cry under water?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
Does the postman deliver his own mail?
What is another word for "thesaurus"?
Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?
Do fish get thirsty?
Do files get embarrassed when they get unzipped?
Do vampires get AIDS?
What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free?
When I erase a word with a pencil, where does it go?

Why why why.
tell me why im affected.
tell me why i feel lucky.
tell me why i feel doubtful.
tell me why every little thing you do,
im so amazed by you.

the guy i have in mind

and you ah, don't bully my friend can :(
take for granted. TSK.

"OHHHHHHHHH" *makes mouth in a super O shape*

i don't act cute, my emoticon acts cute to the max.

I just remembered there's e learning tmrw, no school woo wooooo~
I want to see how many people are online on facebook and msn during e learning multi tasking :)

I (we) love someone!!

2009-07-08T23:26:00.005+08:00

Happy 15th to Cindy Chia Ai wei (:
The above picture is me. Oooooh. Haha
^^V
We both love someone!!
(saw someone wrote that in the girls' toilet O:)
She's my toilet partner.
She likes her mumu and our cheng guy.
Woooooo this is so random :D

Can't blog much, shall end with all these photos taken @ mr toh tuition centre 'cuz we were too early.
I agree ttm that the effect is damn cool. Yay it's a gif animation.

Okay i needa go mug byebyebyebye
Oyasumi nasai.

And relative, last long! HAHA

"kind girls are pretty girls" someone said it i forgot who.

"suo yi yao jia ge you qian ren!!!" we exclaimed cohesively.
haha nah. noy true always.

I think jayden likes the present secretly ;) Harnessssssssss hahahaha

Wahlao i like damn random.
Today is totally a random day with me saying random stuffs to random people at random moments with random smiles and random day is going to end in 25 mins.

Random.

Loosar.

2009-07-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes some people get me wrong
When its something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun
That's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise
Some people don't wanna compromise.

"or else my heart is going to pop."
"i want my money back. i want my money back."
hehe this song keeps ringing in my head.

Okay some weird rule set to change the furniture arrangement in class o:
Whateverrrr i still sitting somewhere near the fan, so yay.

Got a silver of napha. Did shuttle run retest and i hope i get gold *wink wink
Imma fat but fit okayyyyy.

I should sleep early today (: Yes.
So tomorrow i will stop feeling floaty like today 'cuz i wasn't in the right mind.

And i sawwwww pwb's albumz. w that freaking entry pass. omg who wanna get for me? ;)

Love you so.

2009-07-06T21:02:00.006+08:00

Haiiiiiii i changed my blogskin.
I think the above picture is very the random ^.
who cares lah the picture will be changed when i feel like it :)

Today is youth day = school holiday = my mama still have to work = i wake up late = very very free = studying with xinying = saw more commonwealthys =
TOMORROW WILL STILL GOT SCHOOL D:

Met xinying and she totally lost her voice. O:
i seem to be the only person who can fully understand what she's trying to express without "huhhhh"-ing her for a lot of times.

Saw Yvette, liping, gary and boonteck @ library. Sat beside them.
wooo 2/2 gathering ^^v

LOLLLLLLLLLL. Xinying asked me to teach her for her a math retest tomorrow.
But i think i suxxxx as a teacher lah, furthermore i forgot a lot of my a math :(((((
double depression. I should really start to revise my topics. All gone rusty already.

Thank God xplaining the whole mye paper for xinying again kinda refreshed my brain all again!!!
Wooooooooooo i hope she understands whatever i taught her manzx. :/

Good luck to those taking a math retest tomorrow!! (In red for auspicious purposes)

Chunni came up to find us. haha 'cuz i texted her "Any chance you're coming to je today?"
she replied, "every chance :)"

haha some pix below photography club vice president (no president) ~~Unstoppable Neo~~ Neo Liping take dehr.

I was retarded enough to spill red ink on my shorts. In front somemore.
Red ink ftw.

I put on the mask the night before and i swear my skin was like peizi's the next morning! :)

5 things i have to say at 10.46PM:
1. Okay guitar geek has officially taken over celebrity agent on facebook. It's addictive ttm.
2. I showed amanda.c who cheng guy is, she thinks he is not hot. :(
3. Mixing music for ch music video is like shit. shit. shit. O:
4. I got my new earpieceeeee happy happy.
5. School's tomorrow.

Loner.

2009-07-05T11:52:00.009+08:00

Yesterday had our first ndp performance opened to public! O:
Only family members of the army people can were invited, and yes it's damn cool.

And yes, my face is super red from all the sunburnt during afternn rehearsal.
D:
Uneven skin tone. Ewish.

Gng tuition laterrrz. I wonder if a surprise will happen.

Too hard to ignore. Too sensitive.

I'm a loner lor.
I should start being sociable again.
'Cuz im not happy being anti social.

Cheng guy ftw. :)
Amanda says he is not hot O:<

"why you all wanna come back?"

So happy for what?

2009-07-03T23:07:00.005+08:00

This song so sweet.

**

me like this ^

me like this ^

Thx jiawen and liping.
It's as if bringing piping hot coffee to me when i'm freezing in the streets alone.

Idk today wasn't myself. Didn't even feel like being myself.
Sick and tired of everything. I don't know how to react to people, things and myself.
Sometimes just feel like you're so left alone, so envious of others, so uncertain who you should seek help from, so worn out by noise....

And i fucking hate it when people say me behind my back.
Fuck you loser.

He compromised, he knew he was the guy, he had to tolerate.
She continued, she took all his good for granted.
He couldn't stand it anymore, he scolded her. It was his limit.
She was scared, she cried.
He didn't give in, he wanted her to taste her own bitter medicine.
She begged for forgiveness.
He said no. He didn't care. He was cold.
She says she knows her mistake.

I wonder if it's true.
But i still love them.

Only if i could be transparent for a day...

2009-07-01T18:24:00.002+08:00

Only if raindrops were pink,
only if food was never fattening,
only if the sky was orange,
only if the trees were red,
only if everyone had mickey mouse ears,
only if i could buy intelligence from 7-11,
only if we had an eraser to erase all bad memories,
only if there was 25 hours a day,
only if i had a big big wall to make a magazine collage on,
only if i had a tattoo at the back of my ear,
only if there was a home delivery for joy,
only if my tongue was polka dotted,
only if happy people had flowers on their heads,
only if guys wore skirts,
only if we could glow in the dark,
only if you noticed little details,
only if MJ didn't die,
only if i lived in a house in tokyo in the middle of a city with a spiral rooftop,
only if everyone was transparent,
only if the grasses grew ribbon bows,

only if we didn't have to do homework but score 7A1s for O levels!
15th july is my MT O level Oral.
O:

I think it's the worms in my stomach.

2009-06-29T21:05:00.004+08:00

I swear im going to eat the 6 packets of Pillow choco biscuits and the carton of choco milk and the bread lying on the table if i don't try to do some homework and go to sleep asap now!!!

DAMN I AM SO HUNGRY THE WHOLE DAY I DONT KNOW WHY.
MY BRAIN KEEPS FLASHING "EAT EAT EAT" NOW. OMGWTFBBQ.
I eat a lot today. I think.

Someone tell me that eating makes me fat to stop me from thinking of eating LOL.
:s

p/s, i think Aihou is a very cute name!

What was that?

2009-06-29T19:32:00.004+08:00

Hi i am showing motherly care.
:)
don't ask me what is that flashy thingy on my boobs, idk too.

(and yes i look the most unglam at home ^^V)

Today is first day of school,
went school with Nicole and i was telling her how scared i am to go school.
She's egggggcited. 'cuz can see her cutestuff -_-

Haha went back to class and mr koh suddenly handed me a bag.
I very scared come sch already he still suddenly hand me a bag, scare me more only.

Took about 2 sec to realise it is for the seating arrangement.
So sudden. So scary. Yes, i told you, today is sucha scary day (as scary as Mrs Philip HAHA whoever wrote that for the IP survey is damn cute luh).

I'm like huh when i picked my paper from the bag.
O:
I'm at the back row. LAST row (row your boat, gently down the streets).
O:

Okay no one was sitting beside me, then i was wondering who would be the lucky person (haha im kidding) gna pick the seat beside me.
Then i realised it was going to Yanmei, but she's quaruntined :(

Okay i hope yanmei likes me and not think im too noisy ^^v
I will study hard beside someone smart ^^v
Yay jasmine's finally gna be smart ^^v

And i think the seating arrangement is very magical. I keep telling doris that it is.
it's like so many people sitting back with the same group of people. Yes.
IT IS MAGICAL.

School first day was filled with temperature takings, teachers coming into class to ask if we went to complain that there were too much homework, ayg....
LOL my thermometer died :( It went up to 37.8C and i was so scared (omg im scared again).
'Cuz later h1n1. HAHA

Well today was a normal day.

Cindy and doris came over to finish up the projects.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i should go bathe now. So smelly only.

Just for laughs. I will NOT cut short hair anymore :D

Tomorrow.

2009-06-28T19:23:00.003+08:00

I look like shit in the other photos so yea.
hehe.

Went to trim brows with nicole and cindy at Clementi today.
haha quite a good experience. It was painful too, got tears in my eye okay!

The auntie said all of us have 'gao nan du' eyebrows. LOL mine's too short duhhhh (k you can laugh at my short brows).

Went math tuition marathon 1PM to 5PM :D

And yes tomorrow. is. school.
One month passes so quickly lah please :(

25 things i did this holiday:
1. Found out how sometimes horoscope can be so true.
2. Went crazyyyyy over PWB on entertainment 100%.
3. Felt Lee min ho is like damn hot after thinking he is ugly in may.
4. Had a campfire at RV.
5. Shopping for chalet tidbits with Julia.
6. Got matching Cotton On sandals with Julia.
7. Visited lot one's sky garden O.O
8. Attended 6A chalet.
9. K box during chalet for first time!!!! :D
10. Found out that my dear friend is attached HEHE
11. First time go out with Nicole (excluding after ccas).
12. Realised bukit timah hill was quite fun haha
13. Owned 20 Celebrity agent badges.
14. Nicole's birthday surprise failed :( HAHA
15. Shopped at sasa for more than 5 times in a week.
16. Caught up with xinying.
17. Cried.
18. Missed someone.
19. Caught up with Liping, yvette and jiawen.
20. Finished my homework within first 2 weeks.
21. Vivo camwhoringggg with benita and chunni.
22. Hoped there was peace at home.
23. Trimmed brows for first time.
24. Didn't go to school for nearly a month.
25. Facebooked like crazy :p

K i should go do geography now.
Ciaoz.

Hope a good brand new beginning for me tomorrow.
Seriously, life just has to go up sometimes, enough of all the down moments.
Well, not asking for more.
Hope tomorrow's dad's blood count is fine.
Hope i can be smarter for the next half of term.
Hope i can be a good friend.
Hope i can be a good daughter.
Hope new sitting arrangement is pleasant.
Hope july would be a good month for me :)

eh wait....
I VERY SCARED GO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!

2009-06-28T02:00:00.001+08:00

'i will w8 for the day u will be able to fetch me and my frens back home'

:) :) :)

2009-06-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

A man checked into a hotel in Australia. There was a computer in his
room,so he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally
typed the wrong e-mail address, and without realizing his error, he sent
the e-mail.

Meanwhile.....somewhere in Houston , a widow had just returned home from
her husband's funeral. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting
messages from relatives and friends.

After reading the first message, she fainted. The widow's son rushed
into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen
which read:

To : My Loving Wife
Subject : I've Arrived
Date: May 27 2006

I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here now,
and you are allowed to send e-mails to your loved ones. I've just arrived
and have been checked in. I see that everything has been prepared for your
arrival tomorrow. Looking forward to seeing you then! Hope your journey is
as uneventful as mine was.

P.s It is damn hot down here !!

(C) CHEN CHUNNI

HAHAHA chunni msned me with this and i think it's funny.
:D

SUPERmarket.

2009-06-26T20:08:00.005+08:00

O.O HAHA i found these photos with xinying in my handphone 10 mins ago... hehe

Waiting for dinner to be back.... it's 8.26PM now!!!
DAMN there is this rule in Jasm that says 'eating after 7 makes you extremely fat the next day'.
K what the hellz. My mum and sister's not back home yet :(
Neverminddddd they said they're getting me 'Anything healthy' HEHE

Met with yvette @ je before catching Liping and Jiawen @ bugis after their AYG.
I think AYG's like fun lorrrrrrr, wahlao i also want :O!!!

The moment i saw liping, she was like telling me how long never see each other liao. haha she exaggerated by saying that she wanted to cry. Funny.
Yesssssss one million years never see these three people already. Grrr damn we have to be in different class....

Aye.
:(

HAHA on a happier note, went gai gai a bit at bugis and I got my 'Jj' tee @ 12 bux only!
*wink wink
First time i felt bugis street was a bore O:
Seriously. LOL. Shopped there for less than 30 mins i think.

Went to pray a bit, haha they are so nice to accompany me.
Thxxxxxx

Took so long to find somewhere to settle down 'cuz we've got no where to go.
Ended up at Food junction. :) HAHA
Chatted for idk how long. Seriously, fun.
Talking about nostrils (must find boyf whose nostrils your finger can fit into, like the cinderella story like that), our classes, ayg, bof, random stuffs.
Oh yes and liping said my complexion very the bad.
D: D: D:
Spamming pimple gel onto my face right now lorrrr. i got many pimplesssssss idkkkkk why.

(Fine i think i know why.
Lack of sleep, my fringe, drinking too less water, always forgot to put that spf protection cream, ndp.....
ahhhhhhhh i am gna be a monster when i return school.)

Trained home.
And DAMN, my earpiece is spoilt :(
Can't listen to a single shit, ughhhhhhh (and yes im uploading songs into my ipod now, what's the point ah?)

Okie i hope my mother and sister comes home happy laterrrrrrrr.
*Pray fervently* since today my mum took half day leave and went shoppingz with my sistaaaaa.

Apparently, jiawen is cam shy. Liping a bit. Yvette is neutral.
Haha :)
And im not zi lian i promise.

Oh yes btw, today is the last day of school holiday weekday.
WHOA. I want extended schooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool holiday.
D:

May july be a better month.

2009-06-25T22:28:00.004+08:00

Bye.

2009-06-22T22:10:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO PUT BRACES!!!

Dingster.

2009-06-22T17:33:00.004+08:00

Outta with Ding xinying today @ lot one.
Wooooo caught up quite a bit.
Roof garden is a good place to chill! :D

Shopped around, lot's boringz.
COTTON ON fo quite long i think?
Yea xinying was there waiting for me to change and stuffs ;) 'Cuz im so fickle.
Finally got some coolz stuffs. LOL hope i don't regret.
HEHEHE

Went to sasa (my fav place currently after cotton on) and put on the mascara testers X:
haha cheapskate us. But nah i hope i get one soon (have been saying it since 10 million years ago yea who cares).
:D

DING XIN YING :D

~

Byebye im very afraid to know the truth suddenly.
sometimes can't help to just ask the whole world to stfu.
the world against me. or is it just me against the world?

I want to have super powers.
To read people's mind. To have premonition dreams. To make peace. To bring joy to everyone. To change facts i don't like.

'Cuz i've got a feeling this truth's gna hurt.
Tell me, at least, no one gets hurt too badly.

2009-06-22T00:18:00.004+08:00

I'm so bored.
I just took out a mask and put on my face.

Super coolingz
~_~
And now i can't sleep anymore :(
I'm like totally rejuvenated :/

K im bored. What should i do next?

Sometimes just get lost.

2009-06-21T22:03:00.017+08:00

Happy father's day :)
I hope my dad would fight, win and live.

Went to Vivo to support for some arts festival thingy under Guides event.
LOL turned out we went camwhoring and shoppingz.
Starbux has yum yum Dark Mocha. :D Mine was the yummiest right right chunni and benita? :p

Sasa for so long, then went camwhoring.
Uh the pictures turned out very very very dark -_-
ROARRRRR

Met with cindy and trained down to Cityhall with ethel, xiuzhen and liwen.
Yes Nicole da xiao jie birthday :D
Wanted to give her a freaking surprise. But ended up she was in the hotel and we waited for nothing ROFLLLLLL haha.
We couldn't go in lah, then so glad to see Gabriel.
WOOO can't believe the happiness okay, thought we came for nothing :(
Yea thx gabriel help me pass to Nicole ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE ANG TZE TING. I shall do a photospam.
YESSSS THAT'S THE GOOD THING ABOUT PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT CAM SHY.
Many photos me likeeee~

AHHHH we do stupid things together.
AHHHH we gossip about people together.
AHHHH we emo together.
AHHHH we go for ndp together.
AHHHH we became 2/3 of powerpuff girls together.
AHHHH we celebrated my birthday together.
AHHHH we went for the weird singing competition together (and clinched 3rd HAHAHA).
AHHHH we brought the sec 1s down to campfire together.
AHHHH we finally went out (not after cca) recently together (aft being friends for like 2 years +).

Have a great birthday.
More birthdays to celebrate with you girl!!! (i don't care, i will put threeeeee exclamation marks XD)

Hope all those masks will make you chioer *wink wink

HEEEHEE LUVZXC.

***

Pictures for today!

Was punished to do squats by CL lor. xD HAHAHA look at my sad face.

Tou hao FANS! (of pwb) i don't care chunni must like him too xD

I like places with blue blue sky and green green grass and red red flowers with nice nice friends. :D

Yeaaaaaa whatever like i wanna listen and am bother. -'-
Comparisons make you go crazy.

me don't like me. i think.

My father is cool. Is yours?

2009-06-21T01:32:00.004+08:00

Happy Father's day.
I hope my papa can go out shopping as a whole family one day :)

P/s: Dear kahleong, TODAY THEN IS FATHER'S DAY >:) NOT LAST SUNDAY.

Happy birthday Nicole.
I hope you would finally agree with us that mimiyan is hot one day :)

I made a card for my dad!!!
WOO I LUV MY PAPAAAAAA AND MAMAAAA ALTHOUGH THEY ALWAYS ANYHOW SCOLD ME FOR FUN PEACE AND LAUGHTER, AND ALWAYS SAY I DON'T STUDY WHEN I GOT, AND ALWAYS MAKE THE HOUSE TILL SO NOISY CUZ OF QUARELLING, AND ALWAYS SAY ME ANYHOW SPEND MONEY WHEN I REALLY DID SPEND A LOT (hehe).

Today went for first training at Marina bay. Totally cool shit.
But it was so tiring. Yes but i can lose weight, totally neutralise all the fatigue.
We finally know what is that cheng guy's name.
And i agree to a large extent that a person's NAME is very impt -_-
HEHE so i think mimiyan sounds nicer.
Whatever i doubt anyone understands 'cept Nic, cindy and ethel :p

Later gna head to vivo.
I shall sleeeeeeep for the time being 'cuz im effing lethergic.

Anyway everyone please take care of yourself.
H1n1 is spreading fast. Really ahhhhhh must take care.
Wash yr body wash yr hands too.

Oyasumi nasai.

Meow meow.

2009-06-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

In the midst of waiting for my next chance to steal Victoria Beckham from Hannah (HEHE) (and yes i was caught red handed twice already from trying to steal VicBec -.-), i shall blog a bit.

Saw this coolz thingz on fb just now...
OMG haha taylor swift and T pain.
I think taylor swift so cute haha trying to be gangsta and stuffs :D

Hahah remember julia?
You gave this to me like when we're p2 or p3 *wink wink

Life's like this. Boringzzzzz.
many things to do, many people to catch up with, many revision to complete, many sleep to catch up for....

But im doing none of those D:
Procrastinating is my middle name.
Grrr.
Smack me, all on the floor. Smack me, oh ooh~

***

Yay i get to steal Victoria Beckham already!!
Hope i get the BFF badge soon. Hehe

Okay i promise my Celebrity Agent craze will fade off in a weeks time.
Like Pet society haha :/

***

OH FREAK I DIDN'T GET THE BFF BADGE >:(((((((
Who the f are bffs manzx.
I keep stealing people's celebrities, only to know that they are totally not in the show/ bff/ couples/ etc...
UGHHHHHH.

Run baby run.

2009-06-17T22:59:00.005+08:00

(Draft from few days back..)

Sunday went out to gym and window shopped. Hehe
Chunni and almas are fun people to shop w! Sorry to the guys we tried clothes try so long.
And yes yes those machines in arcade (kiap toys one) are fakeeee. Wasted my 3 bux or so on it :(
And yes yes Fox is a nice shop to shop at :)

Huziao: fuck you idiot, i molest you
My msn dn: fyi imy

Totally cracked me up.

***

WHOA cindy just sent me all the hundred plus plus photos from msn.
^^v
And doris attached all the pictures into emails. And her photo size so HUGEEEE.
Haha thanksss for the effort!
^^v

On our way uphill...
Can literally feel the calories burning roflllllll

Took every random plant (which look the same, kinda) we see.
And there was a lizard or iguana or long creature with tongue. I SAW IT FIRST! HEHE OBSERVANT. For once.

And the best part was this,
we were walking... then suddenly there was the rustling and shuffling of footsteps and trees.
We froze at there, and WOOOOOOOSH (okay wrong sound effect) so many monkeys started coming out from everywhere!!
Omg great scene to behold HAHAHAH. lol scary too.
So scared there was a monkey behind us and suddenly POP out and scare us.

Doris was the brave one. Amirah, Cindy and I were basically gripping each others' hands like some ah kua lor. :O

Run baby run~
Fine we're not running, we're just climbing :p

Somewhere called summit.
Something called shiokiness.
Someone called US WHO DID IT :D

SMILE SHUTTER!!! Haha cindy cam got this cool mode, it will only take when we're smiling. So we're all smiling in the photos ^V^
I used the smile shutter on the huge ant we saw when we were going downhill. It didn't take any :(

The ant is depressed. Like me hehe.

(whateverrrr sounds as if we reached the summit of Mt everest *rolls eyes*)

Worst angle in a millennium (i googled '1000 years' and realised 1000 years = millennium haha awesome ang moh i've got huh) -_-

Downhill,
haha so funny. We were all tilting backwards as we walked down. 'Cuz it was so steeep.

And yes. Monkey attack. Stupid.
We were the only ones there. They suddenly "Ah!" and i took 5 seconds (not exaggerating how slow i can be at times) that there were about 5 monkeys in front of us.
WOO like an adventure. HEHEHE

Marks the good day out to the greenery ^^V

Green club like quite fun i guess hahahaha.
And yesss great morning exercise.

Bussed to bkt batok and then to cindy's house.

She says she don't like her house toilet. HAHA damn funny.
And her sister came home. and cindy said scolded her sister something i thought was super hilarious. *wink wink

Met with Nicole. Was supposed to meet at 1.30PM, met at 2.00PM instead.
haha we were late anywayzzzzz.

Bussed to west coast and nicole got her contacts made!
Omg i and cindy were so tempted to get coloured ones.
Ew and the shopowner gave her free coloured contacts sample, TWO somemore. Just 'cuz she's an old customer :(

Eh i want too leh xD

Haha okay should i get should i get.

*wink wink* 0 i bags.

Headed for vivo and woooooo i wna earn many many $ so i can buy the whole Forever 21!!!
Hahahaha bought gummy bear charm bracelet with cindy ;)

And i felt so good after i went to pray (:
My prayers will b heard.

***

Wellz wellz life these days are pretty boring.
Fb kills time i swear.
Celebrity agent is really pissing me off lorrrrrz. I thought they were supermodels but they were not! :(
haha and i will go google about the celebrity if i have no idea who they are.
Am free and bored like that. -_-

Idk haven't been revising much.
SHIAT.

***

Thought obama was pretty cute HAHAHA.
Swat the flyyyy ;)

The thought really scares me...

2009-06-15T00:59:00.002+08:00

What if one day.
I will fucking regret.
But what am i doing here?

**
I should learn how to sacrifice.
I should learn how to try.
I should learn how to not give up.

I should learn how to do my CH project now :)

Problematic.

2009-06-13T21:32:00.004+08:00

Hey dear family members please just shut the toot up.

They say i give people the impression that im pessimistic.
Lol maybe i am. Domestic stress HAHA whateverrrr like which family don't have like that.
But well, im NOT to the extent of pessimistic!!!
Maybe because i compare too much, have low self esteem and think a lot.

Stupid i can't find a song to change lyrics for the CH project.
Running thru my playlist now.... none of the songs seems to make sense.
Was at ndp training today, standing there very bored and thought of some songs.
Touch my body? :D Damn coolzzz
MAIN PROBLEM NOW IS. I NEED A FREAKING SONG.

ARGH WAD EVA.
Im sucha problematic teenage girly girl girl hehe.

Check it out.

2009-06-12T19:47:00.015+08:00

Continuation of chalet pix :p

Reaching chalet....

Blank area near cinema....

Camwhoring in chalet while waiting for them to come back from bfast....

Our rooms....

Girls

VS

guys

Hehe we are super messy girls.

All peektures above all thanks to Aki :D ^

Don't ask me why i have a flower in my head.
Answer is im a rocker (with flowers in my head).
Omg i so lame and i should shut up hehe

Okay im done with the chalet peeeektures.
You can start koping, Thengz and Julia.

I somehow think Linkin Park's songs are nice.... Haha what is wrong with me.
Peizi is like superwoman. Asked her to find some keywords for the CH project so i can make the lyrics and she zooooom and emailed to me ;) when she's in m'sia.
Hahahaha superfriend.

Jogggggged just now *wink wink and i feel so good.
Heard the icecream man jingling (whatever wrong word) his bell... and i realised how looooong i haven't had icecream van icecream already!!
10 million years i think.
Nah if im skinny i will eat them. IF.

I wonder how everyone's doing... haiz. It's like so retarded and kinda hate holidays.
Altho i can wake up earlier (which i don't) and i feel like im floating around in the house doing nothing productive.
School's better.
I miss so many people, :(
good thing there's meetup this sunday and next wednesday ^^

HAAAAAAA AND I PUT BACK MY NUFFNANG THINGY AND I SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE VISITED MY BLOG BUT NONE'S TAGGING.
Lol okay random. i feel like doing the Singtel ad thing 'cuz the macbook is so appealing. HEHE as if i will win.

Whatever. Bye!

Familiar.

2009-06-12T00:07:00.003+08:00

Afterall I decided to come back. For good.

I transferred the julia & chalet posts from gigalove.livejournal.com to here, look below V.

Okay bye.

Shoot, shag or marry?

2009-06-11T20:40:00.001+08:00

Chalet peeeektures.

Hm thought it was okay :) Although sometimes we can really be damn bored and find ourselves walking aimlessly at E!Hub so retarded :p

Camwhored a lot, the rest is in aki's camerahhhhh, will upload them soon or something.

1. Met at cck
2.Pasir ris
3.White sands shopping mall
4.Porridge lunch
5.Aranda Country club chalet
6.Rm 2216
7.Unpacked
8.Camwhored
9.E!HUB
10.Neoprint
11.Neoprint machine died on us
12.Guys went soccer
13.Girls got the key stucked into main door lock
14.damn retarded
15.Comtemplating if we should go kboxing
16.Ended up going @ 23$ net
17.officially broke
18.KBOXING WAS EFFING FUN (inserts ten million smiles) 19.Sang many duets with juliaaaa
20.Sang Barbie doll, My humps (luv the 'Check it out' part), ai ping cai hui ying & more random songs
21.Jiaying should SERIOUSLY come next time
22. Camwhored at the ferris wheel there damn pretty
23. Back to chalet
24. Ghost stories, played TOD and Shoot, shag or marry. ROFL
25. Aki, me and thengz slept.
26. The rest refuse to sleep idk where they went.
27. Awaken by them
28. No $$$ for breakfast and lunch
29. Thx shumin for biscuits :D
30. Found blank area to chat
31. Back to chalet and camwhore with some random stuffs (All the peektures in aki's cam!)
32. Boys came back and home home home sweet home.
33. Sleeeeeept all the way from pasir ris to boonlay

Half of the peektures here. I need to learn how to smile properly :(
And im super fat.
And only i can say myself fat.
Jogging tmrwwww.

(Photographer Julia)

K done.
IT IS SUPER HOT HAWT HORT ):P
Emoticons also hot needa wear a cap, haha whateverrrrrrrrr

Homework undone:
- Phy wb
- Phy ws
- CH report
- CH sbq
- ALL THE PROJECTS ARE IN THE MIDST OF DOING :D

The next question is,
"SHOOT, SHAG OR MARRY?"

Rofl okay random shoot you.

FYI IMY.

2009-06-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

Peeeeeeeekture spam.
Okay that always happens when i meet up with Julia :D

Met her at Lot one, the usual place.
Had lunch and i finally went to the Garden plaza place up there.... hot hot hot.
Weather hot, the place ain't hot at all. Like so cramp and small :(
But i got a strong feeling that PWB's gna hold his autograph session there leh!! *wink wink

Cotton on!!!!
Haha spent quite long there, had loads of trouble trying on the sandals there since there were no seats to sit.
And lao niang wearing skirt :/

Julia was trying on some translucent flasher suit.
And yes yes i think that blazer damn pretty :D

GOT MATCHING SANDALS WITH JULIAAAAA.

Took neoprints, all turned out so sucky.
But maybe the one with my domokun still quite nice xD
HEEEEHEEE

Went to Sasa and played with their mascara tester.
Hahaha our lashes instantly became very long lehhhhz. Wooooo~
We like some cheapskates ;) HEHE one day i wanna get mascaraaaaaahhhh.

We keep forgetting our main aim of meeting up was to get food for chalet. HAHA.
Got some chips and cookies... okay i promise it's not enough. Nevermind don't care.

Miraculously we spent 4+ hours in lot one which is quite a boring placeeeee.

I WANT MY ROOM TO BE LIKE THIS :3 I will do a collage in my new houseeee, i hope.

Okay should i go out tmrw. To Bugis omggggggg.
But i feel unfilial to keep going out :/
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ.

Btw should i cut my hair short?
LOLOLOL.

kkkkkkk I shall go do something educational. Ciaooooz.
I feel like im missing something.
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder."

Purposely.

2009-06-06T19:39:00.005+08:00

Wheee came back from NDP marching.
Hot sun, yesss stupid weather.
And we were out there at Neesoon camp marching the standing still.M
Marched 2KM. Wheeee sense of satisfaction *wink wink

Haha amyraa's found out that cute (a bit older) guy's name. LOL her taste is cool 8)
Cheng guy more better i think? hahaha.
NDP 09, WE MAKE IT HAPPEN!

RV campfire.
All the peektures are BLURRRR 'cuz i was using cindy's handphone to take them.
And i don't really know how to use cindy's phone rofl.

So went to school earlier to help the guides to plait their hair, im the official hair tie-er there LOL.
Took 51 over to RV... talked to Jiawen quite a lot.
Yes yesssss she can still freaking read my mind haha.

I told her something, then i was unsure if i want to ask her.
Then she was like *ding* and said what i wanted to ask her.
Super amazed by her. :p

Went there, their theme was REWIND.
Not bad, but our guides weren't very enthusiastic :(
Slowly they played songs and we got high-errrr :D

Haha i started becoming very high and we ran around the campfire.
So nicole was the lead, and all of us held hands together and rannnn so quickly anywhere.
Then we jumped and clapped and sang.
THAT'S WHAT I CALL CAMPFIRE MAH! Hehe

Well wellz. Went home at around 10.

Realised i took very very very few pictures :(
HAIZ SIANZ. I need more pictures for blogging, but i don't really like to use my handphone.

Ok monday go out with julia! SURELY GOT MANY SNAPS SNAPS :D

Stupid my face kena cut off :(

Okay whateverrr lazy to do captions.

And nicole was very pekcek with me.
LOL cindy and ethel shall inspire me.
Then I might consider to be inspired and do so. :)

BAI BAI I SHOULD DO HOMEWORK >:(

/Ps i've decided to make a private lj, try guessing it if you can xD

Hot stuff.

2009-06-06T00:41:00.005+08:00

Ok i agree im very slow with the BOF series... currently only watching till ep 7 wth.
Takes time to download into my iPod and im always lazy to watch them altho they are super hilarious.

Caught a bit of ep 7 today, and wooooo first time i realise Gu Jun Pyo like damn hot.
Haha kim bum not bad too. Jihoo a bit gay but still.. whee :p

Oh yesss and kang san is so cute i wanna pinch his cheeks.

Hahah i think this family damn cute lah.

Anywayzzz shall update about RV campfire after i've got all the snap snaps.
Till then, tomorrow's NDP.
Shiat i need to sleep bye.

Oh and you purposely one or what? :/

Change.

2009-06-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

And meaningful holiday here I come!
Gna make a change in my life this june. I hope.

Stumbled onto this on facebook...
ARIES
Perfect Partners: Leo, Sagittarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Gemini, Aquarius
Like Minded Souls: Aries
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Virgo, Scorpio
Learn From Your Differences: Pisces, Taurus
Not Your Destiny: Cancer, Capricorn
Astrological Hell: Libra

Okay one part is very true. O.O

Anw facebook is addictive. Omg i can't be addicted to facebook... :/

Off to plan for my holiday before going to bed. CIAO CIAO HAVE A GOOD DAY.

If we meet tomorrow...

2009-05-31T23:59:00.004+08:00

hey guess what. This is going to be a happy post.

EFFING HILARIOUS.
~

Wooooo i like the colors in my new skin!!! :D
Alwiteeee i have to admit that the color combi is a little weird here, but it was inspired by my new (READ: NO MORE SAME BAG AS MY SEATING PARTNER) bagpack *wink wink

Should i bring it to school tomorrow? Haha like haolian only.

Anyway after so long Almight Me finally gets to sleep till 10am without the alarm clock to wake me up. SO AWESOME LAH THE FEELING OF WAKING UP AT YOUR OWN TIME.
No limit, no restrictions, no school.

Wellz wellz went for tuition and mr toh was still very funny.
Met up with mum and sista for GSS shopping (!!!)
Pretty excited, but we didn't get much :((((((

Wanted to get this polo dress from Net but it wasn't on sale damnzzz.
Hence my OP bagpack. Okay lah still happy.

But i'm not yet done with my shopping, i don't care i want to go bugis or far east to shop one day.
Before the GSS sale ends :)

Saw PWB's latest album on the cd racks already, omg so handsome and hawt.
HAWT HAWT HAWT. Haha super duper whooper~

Wanted to eat at Bento box but we thought the food there wasn't appealing enough :S
Then Mum was generous and treated us at Benten Cafe, some jap cafe :D
ME LUV JAP FOOD.

Damn cute right.

I've got a faint dimple!

Mine was the best lah. Like seriously :D

Eyes.... i hope you would be nice and enlarge yourself automatically when i wake up tomorrow.

OERO MONSTERRRR was super sweet. omg

Went home at close to 9.

& domo is here to save the world :p

There's school tomorrow. We have to reach school at 8.
I think i will wake up at 6.30... so i have time to make my fringe nice nice :p

Alwiteeeee, i should start doing some bio ws now? At 12.10? xD
BYE BYE BYE JUNE HOLIDAYS HERE I COMEEEEEE.

Bad/Good: Which side are you?

2009-05-30T21:53:00.004+08:00

Randomly browsing thru my photobucket account...
found some peektures that i thought, were moments that i enjoyed myself the most btu never really cherished them

I didn't know they would change. I thought good things around me would never change.
I thought bad things only happen to those who think negatively. Positive people like me will have a good life all the way.

I tell people in the past, it's how you think, you think happy, you be happy.
Whateverrrrr so naive.

Not saying life is treating me really cruelly right now... at least my dad's recovering and surving and fighting great, mum's not scolding and going crazy and tired, people who i can at least call friends are still around me, my schoolwork tho screwed but still can make it, i have got a flat to live in, i have got food and clothes.....

Well seems like im a fortunate girl huh?

It's different.
It may not be what you think.

An ordinary girl will compare.
I compare myself with other people who have good results but don't have to study much, I compare myself with people are slimmer and prettier than me, I compare myself with people who have a happy family, I compare myself with those who are richer than me...

Idk. Comparison makes a fool out of you and me only.

And a moment ago i was thinking about friends.
Friends. I've got a lot.
Clique. I've got a few.
True friends. I've got none.

"True friendship requires certain accountability factors. Real friends encourage one another and forgive one another where there has been an offense. Genuine friendship supports during times of struggle. Friends are dependable. In true friendship, unconditional love develops. We love our friends no matter what and we always want the best for our friends. "

Pathetic huh? Fancy me living on earth for 15 years and i don't fucking have a true friend.
Someone who i feel extremely comfortable with: NONE.

I feel that people are just taking use of me. It's gettin' irritating.
Ask me do all the shit, then call me a friend.
Fuxk you lah seriously. I'm not for you to play.

Talked to allyson and xinying... they're nice to hear me vent my troubles.
Sorry, im not very used to telling and pouring out my troubles to people 'cuz i don't think people are that free to listen to me.
Im glad they did.

I don't know who to trust anymore.
I suddenly want to know who regard me as a true friend.
Thx if you are. At least, i know you are treating me truthfully without motive.

Who are good? Who are bad?
It's like everyone's getting closer to you because of a motive. It's getting irritating and im phobia of it.
I don't know who to believe anymore. I wanna migrate to somewhere else so i can live life again. I will bring those who treat me well together with me :)
It feels terrible to be clueless about who are yr real friends.

Nevertheless, i pray tomorrow will be a good day for all of us.
Surprises, i luv surprises.

On a lighter note,
had NDP training today we marched a fxcking 2 KM. Omg and the stupid sun.
I was so afraid to get sunburnt as i was standing... UGH.

We got back our report book yesterday.
My results were a total disgrace. Fancy me dropping about more than 40 positions?
I'm 11th in class from the back.
I promised my mum to study for my dad and to prove my mum wrong.
And I WILL. I can't stand it when my mum demoralise me all the time.

I realised it was GSS when i saw bishan's m)phosis having sales.
OMG SO EGGCITED.
I want I want I want! Go JP tomorrow maybe? :)
*wink wink

It's so weird.. that family's not fighting today. Great.
Ogayyyyy bye and BOF rox my sox.

No more 20 already okay.

2009-05-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

Just smack me on my face.
It's a wake up call for you, jasmine.
You are lacking behind.
By ALOT. ALOT. ALOT.

"It's not expected of your class to score that."

Okay point taken. Everyone's overtaking me.
Damn i hate to lose.

So the kiasu jasmine will study and revise early during the June holidays.
I swear i won't waste the june holidays. I do useful stuffs like losing weight and mugging and catching up with friends and spend lesser money.

WOO sounds like a meaningful holiday i'm planning. *wink wink

And i shall stay with that.
EOY. I. WILL. PROVE. MYSELF. YAY.

You like homo i like domo.

2009-05-26T19:58:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA AND AMYRAA.
(L) (L) (L)

Wtfffffffff sometimes i don't know what some people are thinking.
It's either I have a very narrow mindset or those people are too open minded.

Tell me tell me, that my philosophy of "shi shang de hao nan ren yi jing jue zhong le" is effing true. (Stupid moustache ouch don't want to help me type it in chinese lah D:)
*wink wink to whoever getting the msg.

Well school's fine? Can't wait for holidays to kickstart, but i will miss school somehow.
Luv hate school :/

Yea and not forgetting my great plan *wink wink guess only i know what it is.
GSS(!!!)- Who wanna go shoppin'! Starts this friday i think? WOOHOOHOO
Gym- Damn i wanna go every week or something, JULIAAAAA
Swimming- Haha go tanning maybe :D I got irregular skin color, like that of a varigated (wrong spelling i confirm) leaf? Test me with iodineeee LOLOLOL.
ECP- Roller blading and cycling H1N8 and the bimbos? :D
Baking- Xianyun!!! Imy
Chalet- HAHA 6A'06 omg i think it would be damn cool lah looking fwd!
Sleepover- Okay this is so random but i think my current house bed not that nice to sleep so yea HAHA. Sleepover to study for next chpts? HAHA NERD.

JIAYING SHUMIN THENGHUI NEVER FORGET YALL.

Okay obviously have to study toooooooo.

I wonder what's my ranking this time round... hope i did fine, at least average in class? :)
Then eoy must be above average, yesssss try lahhhhh hehe.

Btw i'm going to present on 'Quitting smoking' on Thursday's morning assembly OMG.
So scary, haha.

And i've got so many effing pimples popping out of my skin from nowhere lah. So pissed :(
And so red somemore, ugly shiattttt.
Blame the HAWT weather, not only make me got pimples, also make me got bad fringe all day.

Today girl guides we sec 3s didn't know what to do so we went on a PT. HAHA like less than 10 people? LOL.
Then we did butt spelling, and i think the bball players were bewildered at what we were doing.
Haha whateverrrr. Fun retarded things

Nevertheless, i still think domo's hehehuhuhaha.
Act cute, act innocent, act blurrrrr only :p

I will go away. Relax.

2009-05-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

Okay hehehe.

I like want a green milo van to appear in front of me right now so I can gulp down cupsss of milo.
Milo from milo van is the best ^^v hehe let's hope this week's ndp there will be another milo van at the mrt station there so we can kope more free milo!

YES. GLOBAL WARMING. EFFING HAWT IN SINGAPORE.
):b ):p
See even now my smiley faces have to have caps on cuz the weather's too hot already.

Anyway i came out with a very weird philosophy, which is the limit of emoing is 24 hours.
Yeaaa to myself and to the others, which means we can only emo for 24 hours the most, which is not more than 2 days consecutively (:
LOL okay whateverrrrr.

And i suddenly feel that everyone's overpowering. Damn i hate to be left out.
Idk.. perhaps i should just silently go away. Then you will learn how to cherish.

Or maybe i'm not even worth cherishing at all.

Gah i should drown myself with some school work. bye bye.

I luv to sleep, escape from reality, awesomez.

2009-05-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

I somehow suddenly think Hongkong is a cool place and I want to live in Hongkong (Or Japan).

Oh btw i think amyraa's so cute lah :D
Haha thanks luvly for having faith in me.

Sux me.

2009-05-23T21:57:00.004+08:00

Marched 1.6KM today.
Sleepy and tired.
Hot and stuffy.
Lost my ez link card.
Blogshop owner late.
I cried.
Mum got pissed and they were screaming across the phone.
Alone, at night.
Tried to organise some stuffs.
To no avail.

Now i know why, I'm not even fit to do this,
let alone a bigger role.

Jasmine's a loser, a failure, fuck today.
Sorry i'm not thinking straight today. I can't even handle my own life.

Incapable. Describes. Me.

Dont' tell me i will win.

2009-05-22T18:53:00.004+08:00

Well wellz. I guess it's part and parcel of life?
Dissapointments. People having high hopes on you. Yet you didn't get it.

I hate this feeling. I hate to dissapoint people and myself.

Sad, but i will get over it soon.

I cried, they must have thought i was a sore loser.
Well try being in my position. The surge of dissapointment, i think only nicole can understand.

People tell you they voted for you, people tell you you will be in, people tell you they will not be in....
sux. Don't tell me i will win.

I guess it's just complacency, i have to taste dissapointment once in a while.
Sorry i didn't hide my dissapointment well enough, i'm not the kind of person who fakes. So yea, sorry if you think i buaysong you but nah im not.

~

Ms faith was announcing, my name wasn't there for the four positions.
CL. Crazy, the highest rank.
but i still held a teeny weeny hope for myself.

No, it wasn't me.
My heart sank, i looked at Nicole, we could both feel tears in our eyes.

It's not the sore-loser kind of tears. It's tears of dissapointment in ourselves i guess.
Someone told us, it's our attire and behaviour.
Damn multiple earholes. Whatever.
I didn't talk, i forced a smile. It was hard, duh human nature. To expect something but you don't get it.

Then ms xiang asked me over. She told me things that made me feel more assured.
But also, i feel even more dissapointed in myself.

Later there was this leadership briefing.
Chunni, azalea and I. CL, ACL, PL(?).
Okay i make it sound like im so pathetic and am unhappy with the excos HAHA LOL (Im not lah hor), but whateverrrr inferior i guess.

Azalea told me she was sad im not in. Ha i appreciate that you think i can :D Cheerz for your ACL position.

Chunni doesn't seem happy. I can see so. Hmz whatever reason, im still proud of you okay (: I was expecting you or azalea to be, so hmm my prediction not bad uh!

Went to the briefing. Alex was nice, he was like, "WAH YOU LEADER AH?!" or something like that. Nice one alex (: *slaps*

Mdm roz kept saying "You people are the top 3 ranks in your cca... Your teachers chose you for a reason..."
Gahzx make me more guilty to be there only.
S:
Wait... is that a show of inferiorism/jealousy again? HAA i swear im not lah k.

Ms faith asked me stay back. She asked me, "Are you dissapointed you are not in exco?"
And i started to tear. I guess those were the tears that i fought back all these while.
I told her everything. I was honest.
I was dissapointed with not being in exco, duh. Since everyone had high hopes on me.
Every human will feel this way too.
Im glad she told me she sees potential in the whole sec 3s, she said she has hopes in me.

Well i guess im pretty honest here yea?
Bet many think im jealous or buaysong or what shit you can think about.
LOL but whateverrrr Im happy with the exco :D
Most of them were what i thought, maybe just 2 was off my list?
Haha but nevermind. I know we sec 3s are the best.

Sure, PNA GOLD IS OURS THIS YEAR LAH HOR XD
Well wellz i have faith in you all excos. HEHE like how chunni said about me for my speech "I have faith in her, please have faith in her too."

SHWEET i remember iris texted me before, something about having faith in people.
LOL yes yes having faith in people is impt. Drives people on.

Anyhow, i shall accept fact that im PL and do my job well :)
Cheerz all.

If you know tell me.

2009-05-21T16:23:00.004+08:00

{JI HOO AND YI JUNG :p!}

Ugh my eyes are hurting like crazy. Contact lens felt dry the whole of today and made me very emo. LOL
I'm not sure why, not feeling very great today.

Yuni finally came back to school. She told me that i appeared in her dream O:
And she was with me at the lift, and there was a button that said 'Domokun' or something.
Then we pressed on that button and there were many domokuns!!!
WOO and she woke up.
:S

Had floorball for PE today, dreaded it.
But it ended up VERY fun :D Hehe i wanna play again.

Math luckily i was listening to Mr Philips so i could kinda answer her qn.
Ridhwan talking too loud already lah, his fault then become i must answer her qn.
LOLLLLL im the victim. :(

Ended school pretty early today. Waited for the bus so long.
I went to screen lock my iPod and i didn't know the lock combination number.
Fortunately i had my way out ^^ iPod is back to normal!

Well wellz. I have many things to say but i don't know how to express my feelings.
Damnit, i hate to have this feeling of being suppressed. :(
I think it is just me.
I think it would be better if you knew it.
I think it would be better if i asked someone to help.
I think you know it but act blur.
I think you don't care at all.
I think im sad 'cuz of you.
I think i need more courage.
I think i should stop it.
I think i need to get you off.
I think im feeling very j(something).
I think i miss talking to you.
I think i really miss you.
It's been some time since im writing such things....
Perhaps it's just because exams had ended and my mind is too bored and thinks of such emo stuffs.... ugh sux 2 b mi.

Bye im very sleepy hope today end faster and tomorrow will be a good day for you and me (:

Food for thought.

2009-05-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

I made a promise with him, and the promise will not be broken.
Dad, mum, me and sister. Together. We will. You have to wait for us.

I was crying.
My little cousin came to pat me on my thighs. She didn't know what was happening but she knew i was crying; much different from me playing with her a few moments ago.
(: Cute lah she.

Went to get homework from Cindy just now, damn got back a whole lot of chinese holiday homework and chem worksheets.
I don't like to skip school :(

And it's 9PM now and i haven't started on any homework. :s
I'm like screwed lah. Seriously i can't wait for holidays to start so i can stop having homework. But on the other hand, i hate holidays 'cuz i will miss a lot of people.

Okie sometimes i don't know who to believe and who not to.
Someone once said, there's no truth in the world.
Yea true, now as im typing am i typing the truth? Everything true? Not even a single flaw or fakeness in it?

Food for thought. Go think.

Sometimes things get so complicated you won't even want to think about it.
Moral of story: Why aggravate things? Why have fun and suffer later? Why never think of consequences?

:S

LEARN PEOPLE LEARN.
STOP IT.

He will survive.

2009-05-18T22:04:00.003+08:00

世上最远的距离不是生老病死,
而是我在你身边你却不知道我爱你.

(DAMNNN i took so long to argue with hu zi ao to help me type this in chinese -.-)

Okay my dedication just got read out by Jeremy :)
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Support him yea. Go listen very fun to dedicate songs :D

Anyway tomorrow's the last day. Yea my aunt says it will be the sadest part of everything.
Im kinda scared to see the whole process. I will miss gong gong.

Today went to school like a normal kid. Damn ridhwan never fail to irritate me but make me laugh too.
I need to increase the level of my sense of humour seriously. Laugh at the slightest thing.
Alex slap and beat ridhwan like damn funny only. :p

I pray for my dad. PLEASE.

My love will get you to heaven.

2009-05-17T19:44:00.006+08:00

Rest in peace, my gong gong.
:( Went there, gahz i don't know i just cried it out all.

I'm never close with him, i am sometimes scared of him.
I go to his house on cny, we don't usually talk. In fact, I feel awkward to talk to him.

But i remember vividly, that during my primary school days, he was the one who took the lrt all the way to my student care centre, and took him to school for my chinese dance.
Come to think of it, it has already been close to 7 years ago.

I saw him, i cried uncontrollably. It's as if, i never cherished him as much as i should.
The last time i visited him was cny, but after my dad became ill, my whole family didn't visit him regularly as we did before.
It was 3 months ago since i last saw him, alive.

Somemore, my gong gong passed away without knowing my dad's illness.
Everyone kept it like a top secret... telling him tales like my dad's out of Singapore.
:(

I saw my po po, she has dementia.
She was on the bed, crying.
We're not sure if she knows what's happening. But she's crying.

The maid of my gong gong and po po, Wati, not related to us at all.
Was crying too.

All these hurt me more.

I love my dad, i love my gong gong too.
Im glad my dad is still with me, fighting strong against his illness.
I pray hard that tmrw his blood count will increase. All i wish is he can proceed for his next chemo.

Rest in peace gong gong, i understand that sheng lao bing si is part and parcel of life.
It's just a matter of time.
I'll miss you. Please bless our family, no more inauspicious things to happen to us anymore.

Please bless my mum, she's the strongest. I love her.
She's suffered enough, my dad, then my gong gong.

Anyhowz, don't need to console me. I'm very fine.
Thx chunni i love you too.
Thx hu zi ao altho you never fail to put some qianbian things inside whatever you say.
Thx ah gong desmond for consoling about my ah gong.

:)

Happy birthday my mother.

2009-05-15T22:28:00.004+08:00

Mother: "Do you know why it is raining?"
Son: "Because the sky is crying."
Mother: "Cry for?"
Son: "Because the sky is thinking of its mother. When i think of mother i will cry too."
(LOL it sounds more touching in mandarin... but neverminddd)

Today had Games Day.
I think i had fun? :) Haha was super high all the way.
Was cheering and screaming at the top of my voice, wheeee wheeee.

Captain's ball today was okay i guess. Someone threw the ball right into my chest and it was damn painful.
It's like "BOMP!" like that. Xinying still laugh somemore lol.
Nice game girls and the other classes :D
Clinched the 2nd prize *wink wink

Cheer was next. Thought our cheer was pretty okay.
Actually wanted to sing 'Nobody' but changed to 'Poker face' instead.
"Can't beat my, can't beat my, no you can't beat my class three five..."
I was very high during assembly was far as i could remember, and my face was very red idk why LOLZ.
Clinched the 2nd prize *wink wink

And i became extremely sleepy and exhausted when they were about to dismiss.
Decided to go home to sleep first, then later come back for tuition again.
I wanted to sleep but ironically i walked from school to JE.
Bet i lost many fats which is good :D

ME WANT.

And she has nice hair!!!

Haha whateverrrr.
I need to seriously lose weighttttt. Ugh tmrw there's ndp which means some fats of mine will evaporate under the sun once again. Coolz.

Got back all my results, congratz jasmine doesn't have any A1 D:
Thank God i didn't fail anything.
This time got 4 A2s, 2 B3s, 1 B4, 1 C5 and 1 C6. I think so.
Im scared to get my report book lahhhhhhz damn i scared to get my ranking s:

First rule is, there are no rules. says:
i intro u a nice song
First rule is, there are no rules. says:
runaway by boomkat
justmannnnnnnnnnnnnn I know, you don't know. says:
LOL make sure nice ah
justmannnnnnnnnnnnnn I know, you don't know. says:
i go listen
First rule is, there are no rules. says:
LOL
First rule is, there are no rules. says:
this so very rare, i dont think ur playdildo.com will have :P

Idk why i think it was very funny at that point of time. He meant playlist.com btw if you don't get the joke.
Stupid and horny hu zi ao only.

Anyway domo, mumu, yoghurt, phenolphthalein :D
Haha whateverrrrrrrrr guess only they will understand. Im just being extremely random here.

Why don't i act how i feel? Sometimes i wonder.
Maybe? Could have? Actually? You?

Bye my eyes are shutting and i love my mama happy birthday.
Happy birthday ethel too :D

Like a wood block hehe.

2009-05-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

Got back most of the results, im left with social studies and english paper 1.
Hm not up to expectations :( Have to do much better, the people in my class get crazy results you will never think of HAHA

Will have to do much better damnnnnn.

Idk what to blog already. Seriously i h8 to blog without peektures.

Tomorrow's Games day. Hope we will do well.
Yay. Bye.

I don't like my current blogskin, guess im going to change it.

Nobody nobody but you.

2009-05-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

One little two little three little _,

2009-05-11T22:15:00.004+08:00

Woke up early and my sister fry nuggets and scallop cakes for me :D

Met everyone at JE @ 10AM. Only left JE at about 11+AM :/
105 all the way to botantic gardens. Rained O:
Drenched, resulting in ugly fringe tsk tsk omggggggg

Picnic, food ^^
Eat or dare, ended up Alex mixed all the food together and we had to eat it.
WHOA i ate banana + milk bread MASHED together.
Like yumz yumz only -___-

Bussed to Joshua's house. Whoa so huge lorz.
Watched a musical horror movie. Omg their singing rox 2 the max.
I think the chair go backward thing kinda cool? :)
And hannah or iris or chunni go suddenly throw the pillow at me then scare me only. HAHA

Watched 200 pounds beauty to neutralise the bloody scenes.
I cried, whoa. And that girl damn pretty please, luv her hair and arms HEHE

Left his house at about 7.30PM? We were supposed to leave at 6.30 lah.
Then reached home to find out that my parents were more interested in Michelle chia and Shawn chen's wedding on tv then care that i came home late (:

Whateverrrrr tomorrow there's school. And Im sleepy :(
OKIE HOPE I GET GOOD RESULTS TOMORROW. I AM FREAKING SCARED I TELL YOU.
Everyone get good results too. MORE A1ssssssssssss :p

Ciaoz you oyasumi nasai

Predicted?

2009-05-10T20:16:00.006+08:00

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY!

I went to put the handmade domokun card into the fridge.
And my mum wake up early in the morning then saw the card and wanted to scold me lor.
Then she saw the 'HAPPY MAMA'S DAY!' and she was like, heh heh jasmine is also capable of making her happy.
DUHHHHH XD

Haha dad (READ: I haven't sat my dad's car a looooooong time) fetched us to Beach Road to get my guides boots.
I got you yr uniform cover Chunni ;)

Then went to jurong point. Dad had to go home 'cuz can't go too crowded places :(
Mum blangahed us to Hongkong restaurant (ok not so classy but considered one heh).
YUMZ.
She told us now she treat us, next time grow up must earn money to treat her ^^

Saw an old ah mah at there. When the waitress served her a huge plate of i think spaghetti, the happiness and glow in her face...... PRICELESS (:

Shopppppped the whole JP. O.O
Went into nearly all the shoe shops :( but didn't see anything i like.
Well there's one, but doesnt really fit me.

Eyeing for transparent tote!! Then my mum insists that next time they will lower the price dehr.
LOLLLLL D: I save my own money buy :D

Got my school shoes, EVERLAST *wink wink

And i saw so many friends lah haha.
More than 5 i think? Eh irfan i saw you too leh!
But i only go say hi to some only. :S haha

Lol and despite today being mother's day, my mum literally pissed me many many times.
RAWR ROAR RWAR HAHA LOL.
Okay nevermind.

Spent a lot of time at jp i think? About 5 hours or so.
Went to view a house after that. LOL AND ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT MY LAST TIME THAT HOUSE IS DAMN PRETTY LAH :(
Wooden flooring, large mirrow smacked at the living room, blinds, spacious, super clean and neat somemore....... ugh i want back my old house >:

Haaaa snaps snaps below.

Picnic tomorrow, will have wake up early to fry the nuggets and scallop cakes.
Okay scallop sounds rich :p Haha whateverrrrr.

Okay hope tomorrow will be fun..... ugh got this :/ feeling leh but then.
HAAAA WHATEVER TOMOLO WILL B GUD DAE.

OMG + O: + BLOOD RACING + ICY HANDS + ;) + O.O + WHOAAAA = DOMO TODAY

Yi ge hao domo.

2009-05-10T00:27:00.005+08:00

Bugis today was productive i guess :D
Got 2 dresses, a vest and an elastic belt. All at a bargain wheeeez.

Shopping and buying something makes Jasmine a happy girl ^^

Had fun with Peizi, Adeline and Elfin. Argh they are great shopping companions.
Should I get the transparent tote? And I need new sandals :(

Shoppingz with mama laterrrrr hope i get my shoes and basic top.
HAPPY MAMA DAY BTW, LUV MY MAMA.

Thx elfin for peektures XD
They are not in particular order 'cuz im too tired to arrange them.

I need to download Photoshop :(
'Be with you' is awesome :p

Repay.

2009-05-09T00:00:00.008+08:00

've been looking at these pretty stuffs for hours.
So eggggxited about tmrw's shopping. Hope I get some stuffs i like at least ^^v.

11.11PM! :D

I hate my imeem playlist right now 'cuz the songs are shortened to 30 seconds.
Adding songs to my new playlist now.. and i realise BoA's songs are very nice!!!
The bad thing about this current playlist is that they have very little wilber's songs :(

Chunni told me they were discussing about class outing and someone suggested Botanic Gardens O.O
Not bad uh, can go there get good scenery and take many many many group shots.
YAYYYYYEEEEE then can have a photospam in my blog. WHEE WHEE fancy i can still be so positive @ such a weird idea.

And he said something that encouraged me a bit. Perhaps he doesn't know it, but it's still gr8 to hear that in the tiniest way :)

Oyasumi nasai all!

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen
- Taylor swift, Fifteen

You want love?

2009-05-08T17:27:00.006+08:00

HEHEHEHEHEHE so act cute ^^v
Liping says i put smiley faces in sms act cute haha then i don't put she say can put and she wont scold :D

Btw.
Exams are over!!! *inserts ten million exclamation marks and XDssss*
Wonderful. Finally can don't study for a day without feeling guilty.

But.
Im still worried, 'cuz there's still the results to take.
I hope i get my ideal results for everything *crosses fingers* (don't want say later like aim very high)
Get many many A1s!! HA HA HA. I so gian As.

A couple of days ago has been forced to wear mask at home. WHOA YOU WON'T BELIEVE HOW STUFFY IT IS TO WEAR THE MASK D:

Like father, like daughter (:

Has been ill and having fluuuueeeee for the past few days. Luckily no fever altho we had to take temperature twice a day and my tempt always hit 37.3C or more.
Mum brought me to the doctor!!! So long never go out with her and it's been one million years since i went to the doctor (uh i so strong thank you very much).
HAW HAW HAW my mum is skinny i know :/

Stayed back in school to sort out the stuffs for flea market (On tuesday and wednesday!).
Lol could have celebrated but well, had fun with the 2/2 people whee whee.

Weiying was damn retarded with the specs and Finding nemo hat. WTHHH hahahahaha.
And yes yes some stuffs donated were super funny (like a plastic grape toy wth? chopsticks? plastic spoon more powerful.).

Okay must support ahhhhhh on Tuesday and Wednesday during your lunch hour ^^

Had lunch with liping, sijia and jiawen at lot one (to my convenience hehe).
Walked the wrong side of the escalator thrice today. SMART ME.
"Eh wo qu test yi xia zhe ge skirt."
-Unstoppable Neo (yes she go try skirt omg)

TEST YI XIA.
HAHAHAHA.

I think i screwed my geography.
DAMNIT i went to do ALL 3 questions.
Yes i remember i read the instructions. But the page after the cover page.
DAMN DAMN DAMN.

"Who will be so stupid to do all 3 questions!?"
Me lor. -_-

E math Paper 1 was crazy 'cuz i had mental block and did not know how to do the son and father's age question.
That's PRIMARY ONE question i know. ><>

HOT STUFF :D

UH SHOPPINGZZZZZZ.
HEEHEEE. But i need ca$h. Lol

- School shoes
- Transparent tote?
- Long sleeves
- Oversized tee
- Mama's day card
- Mama's birthday card
- Notebook for new term
- Subway HEHEHE
- Dad platelets count to rise so can go for next treatment
- WILBER PAN WEI BO LATEST ALBUM (007)
- Ion shopping centre @ Orchard
- Meetup with Julia, xianyun, thenghui, jiaying and shumin (okay i reckon we should srsly meet up)
- Move house asap (PLZZZ SOMEONE GOT GOOD HOUSE AT CHEAP PRICE PLEASE INTRO LOL)

Hehe i got a new domokun today! *wink wink

Wif luv,
me

Please press FLUSH.

2009-05-04T21:46:00.004+08:00

Smarties make you smart (and fat).

Amirul gave me 1/3. Wow.

Just a few days back my sister got locked inside the room during the midnight 'cuz i went to close the door and something weird happened to the stupid door and it got stucked.
My dad then hammered the door knob out resulting in a hole but my sister was still locked inside.
DAMN IT I HATE SPOILT DOORS NOW.
Spent 2 hours in the midst of night figuring how to open the stupid door. Whoa.

Moral of story: I H8 RENTED FLATS AND I HOPE TO STAY SOMEWHERE (*thereee ;) SOON.

Someone nice please donate to me a doorknob (without any swine flu bacteria tyvm).

And i think im having a flu.
But the right side of my nose is dripping? Im totally not kidding.
The left side of my nose(trils) is functioning perfectly fine.
O.O I don't wanna be sick lehhhhz.
I think i am having a flu because a few days back i had sore throat and there is many phlegm but i did not know how to spit out phlegm from the throat.
Even asked yuni how to do it and she was like, "Just pui out lah", Cindy also made it sound so easy.
I reckon i should go youtube on how to spit out phlegm from throat.
:D

Ugh sometimes i just hope things were perfect...
Friends love each other, everyone knew each other better, we think of each other.... then the earth would be a better place to live in i promise. I hope everything will stay forever.

I shouldn't be blogging now. I should be going thru the chem answer key.
And i think ms ng is very nice!!! Will miss her when she's gone :(

我的痛你不会懂

2009-05-02T21:45:00.003+08:00

我每次说不喜欢是一个善意的谎言

I close my legs when im standing not like my sister.
Shu nv is me \^^/

Gah i don't like today. Hate to be alone.
Left alone is a freaking mall waiting for time to past.
Left alone in the bus letting my thoughts run wild.
Left alone anticipating a song to play but to no avail.
Left alone when it's turning dusk.
Left alone, afraid to come home.

Come home, and face a tired mum and ill dad and incessant hurting words.
" 不用靠你，我自己也行的，你要记住" was what my dad said.
Idk sometimes i think i take this whole ordeal im going thru now too lightly, i don't feel a thing.
I thought i learn how to cherish, but i guess i still don't know what it meant by cherishing someone you love.

They said i rather use the computer than go take care of my hygiene since swine flu is here and my dad's at home.

"Your immune high, my immune system low. You all don't wait till i sick or what then come regret and cry."

Selfish. I am so selfish.

I seldom stay at home much, i go out all the time, for group study, for school, for tuition....
come home, i feel love. i am glad im home.
glad that my dad is home with us, glad that he is strong enough to be discharged.
But sometimes, i dread. If my parents even bothered that im not at home.
Ugh they say stuffs that hurt me. Really.

Idk, guess im not the only one going thru such a thing right now. I know many people are going thru, im the loser of people who are going thru such.

UGH i hate the swine flu.
Ironically our study group is named after it- H1N8.
im monkey flu.
Bware of me. ROARRRRRR.

Nah idk i reckon i should go mug now.
What's wrong with me, no time for emo. Crazy packed exams start next week, 1 day time.
I NEED TO ACCUMULATE MANY As in my report book. For my own. Stop letting people look down on me.

I PROMISE I WILL GO SHOPPING AT FEP ONCE EXAMS ARE OVER SOMEONE PEI ME.

Im blogging more during exam period LOL.

2009-04-29T19:45:00.003+08:00

English was okay?
Composition was killer please, what sai questions did they give manzx :(
Comtemplated so long on which question i should work on lah seriously, and i didn't do QA for compo, hope she doesn't kick my butt.

Wrote something about myself attempting suicide, thought i wrote the feeling when slashing myself and blood scenes pretty well, i seem experienced XD.

Is it true that the first question for compre is "faeces" and "waste". Then i wrong 'cuz i didn't realise that faeces and waste have similar meaningsssss :/

Tmrw i can wake up very late 'cuz school starts later.
YAYYYYY and tmrw im sitting beside iris and karen :)

Okay i love to act cute with my domokun. What a great way to end my post.

Like heroine.

2009-04-28T17:46:00.003+08:00

FYI, everything you see below is toooooooooo hawt and great and awesome and cute for you to resist, hence nose bleeding and infatuation to the pictures might occur :D

MEET MY NEW BOYFRIEND (thanks adeline and elfin and ramya for present!)

Like duh, i will make yuni fall in luv with pan wei bo before O level *fish face*
Lol my legs are hard to resist too.
P/s: I think being drenched in the rain with buddy amirtha is fun. LOL walked barefooted around the class for the whole day.

Byeeee tmrw is english mye good luck.

2009-04-27T19:54:00.002+08:00

Why does it hurt me so much to know that my mum have to lie to my grandmother who is close to 90 years old that my dad has gone overseas to work?

Idk im just feeling emotional all of a sudden.
Sorry.

My hellz is here. All thanks to me.

2009-04-27T19:38:00.002+08:00

jasmineeeeeeeeeeeeee i have no rights to feel so. says:
i know it will happen but i scared it will happen

HEE HEE YUNI WILBER PAN IS SHUAI OKAY HE DOES NOT FREAKING LOOK LIKE A FISHHHH :>

Sadddd the balls so cheap.

What's what's wrong with me.
:S :S :S

Im generous
:> :> :>

But am i happy?
:/ :/ :/

I deserve it, somehow.
:( :( :(

Come to think of it, i don't have the rights to feel like this.
:X :X :X

'Cuz im just a stupid girl who doesn't have courage.
-.- -.- -.-

Think im still crazy, hence my hellz is here.
:O :O :O

Im so selfish. EFF YOU SEE KAY ME (NOT).
:$ :$ :$

And i hope you will meet your gui ren one day HURRR HURRRR
:p :p :p

Bet you didn't know.

2009-04-24T21:54:00.004+08:00

Omg today broke my year record i was dismissed at 12.30PM what a mee-ree-cal.

Guessed i screwed my chinese oral, not used to speaking in mandarin now. I mean like compared to last year, the ratio of me speaking english to mandarin is like 7:3!
3/5 is so english-educated HA HA HA.
Lol kept repeating my words, ugh.
But xll said my suggestion and reading was not bad ^^V 'cept that i've got limited vocab HEH.

Log test today, i was totally "WE GOT LEARN BEFORE MEHHHHHZZZ"
First time see the lg as a power manzx. Lol hope i don't fail :)

Carried all my files home like one retard, was hoping no one will bump into me.
8 FREAKING COLORFUL FILES. A PRETTY SPECTRUM OF COLORS :>
But bet i looked like a retard, my arms was the stapler, then the files like the stapler bullets. K if you even get what i mean, my imagination and ability to link things up is always weird hur hurrrr.

Lunched with yvette, jiawen, liping and allyson at IMM subway today. Caught up a bit with them :P chatted for very long i think. Talk till i became hungry again LOLLLL.
Went daiso to shop. i luv daiso, so clean and cute. ME LIKE :>

SO CUTE CAN'T WAIT I LOVE PAN WEI BO

ONE DAY I WNA MAKE BENTOS AS CUTE AS THIS!!!

I like the camera that took this picture. It's damn cool i tell you.

UGH and i get irritated when people are irresponsible and take things so lightly.
Okay good thing we weren't face to face manzx. Else i show you black face really.
ROARRRRRRR.

Oh.

2009-04-23T20:16:00.004+08:00

Bet you didn't know you were so impactful.
It's weird seriously. Something's telling to want it but the other part of me doesn't want it.
UGH BLOODY GO STUDY JASMINE.

//

PAN WEI BO'S LATEST ALBUM IS CALLED LING LING QI AND IT'S FREAKING COMING OUT.
Everyone say HOOOOOOOOOORAYYYYY

Terror state.

2009-04-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

Have been studying so much, reaching home only at night, inhumane teachers spamming us with worksheets and practice papers (we've got 22 worksheets already lah!) and testssss coming up...
MYE countdown: 6 DAYS!!!
Hehhhhh hehhhhh our PLAY DAY is in 16 days' time!!!
Okay i swear im going shopping with adeline and peepzzzz right after exams are over.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVERRRRR SERIOUSLY.

Ahhhhhh so im super stressed up now that my brain is gonna explode any moment.
Mugging from 8AM to 8PM (went tuition) doesn't make Jasmine a happy girl!!!!!

HAAA I COMPLAIN SO MUCH.
Nah i want my good grades so should shut up now. :D

Anyway heard that drama got a GWH and chinese dance got a GOLD!!!
Awesomeeeeez. Suddenly feel our school so powerful, all the ccas getting gold and above (BAND IS GWH IN ALL OUR HEARTS I DONT CARE :p)
Hahahaha heard will have half day, omggggggg please make it happen.

Hurhurrrrr stress makes us go crazy. REALLY :/

HURRRRHURRRRRRRRRRRRR STOP STOP STOP XD

Distance.

2009-04-20T18:50:00.003+08:00

And I pray hard.

An Dee Pee.

2009-04-18T22:39:00.003+08:00

"NEHHHHH~ SEE THAT AH LIAN."
*Nicole jerks head to stare so quickly the china giant scared*
xDDDDD

Spent hours under the scorching hot afternoon sun,
marched a whole 800M,
didn't have food from 11AM to 6.30PM,
HEEEEHEEEEE SO TIRING BUT GREAT SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT :D

Cindy is crazier than me seriously,
they had fun suaning my taste O:,
too bad i agree cindy's taste not bad.
HAIZZZ HEHEEEE HOHOHO HAAAHAAAA.

I had mac today, congratulations to me. Im growing fatter day by day.
And i need serious facial. My skin is not smooth smooth already lah!!!

Roar i should go homework now. Or maybe not. HEH
OYASUMI NASAIIIIIII I WANTTTT THAT COTTON ON SHOES XD

If you care.

2009-04-17T20:27:00.003+08:00

Gah what is wrong with me.
I just feel like lying on my bed, with the laptop beside me, have my daily dosage of yoghurt, mesmerise myself into good music and sleeeeeeep forever.

It would be great if i don't have to wake up to face examinations, don't have to face people, don't have to face reality.
Just shut off from truth and live my lalaland.
(:

Then there wouldn't be awkwardness, wouldn't be excessive thinking, wouldn't be stress, wouldn't be loving, wouldn't be datelines....
GOSH it's weird huh. I hate to listen but i love to love.

:/ if you get what i mean.
IMY

Note to self:
Buy coloured pens and I WANT NEW (COTTON ON) SCHOOL SHOES!!!

People love to believe the untrue :(

2009-04-16T20:04:00.007+08:00

ROFL @ OUR ASSEMBLY PERFORMANCE.
Haha they said i looked very buaysong and reluctant to go on stage and don't know where im looking.
Kinda hated myself for pushing the mic away, like no feng du -_-
And i only remembered the chorus only OH EM GEEEE. But nevermind, great experience! :)
Backstage is scary, that's all i can say.

AND THE YOGAS' DANCE WAS WHOAAAA PLEASE xD

School has been fine. Hope i do well for my mid years. I HAVE TO.
Have to stop feeling sleepy in mrs philip's lesson. And I think i really like her, she's a nice teacher.
Ms jane too :D Haha im loving teachers i used to hate now.
My sitting partner is also very noisy, assholic but funny. TSK

We went super early for tuition yesterday and mr toh showed us a freaking cool magic trick!!!
RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR EYESSSSS. Seriously joohao missed it lah, went to wait for some weird waffle LOL.
Then started crapping and wasted an hour plus :X

Okay im so ecstatic that i finally found the value of g!!!
Omg my initial value was 1000+, thank God found my mistake :D

MORAL OF THE STORY: I DETEST SPAS.

I think my skin condition is getting bad :(!
Read Seventeen and i hope getting moisturiser helps? :p

Congratz to Choir who got GOLD WITH HONOURS ^^v

I just finished doing laundry. Just realised my mum is a superwoman 'cuz she does laundry all herself. THANK GOD TOMORROW IS FRIDAY ^^v, which means ndp training again, gah hope fun :)

Let's sing a sad song.

2009-04-14T20:30:00.006+08:00

Mid year exams starts in 15 days' time.
I have been getting lower than average for every test to date.
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?

Today we organised the guides meeting.
Disappointed in myself, i wasn't exactly enjoying.
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?

Never scolded ccb to anyone before.
But today i did. Congratulations to you (:
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME YOU?
lol okay you shut yr mouth then i be nice to you.

Today was a LOSERRRR day.
As in, im the loser today.
Gah i h888888888888 myself today.

Did self reflection as i was back home, and i realised everything you do and say comes with a consequences. Do the wrong thing, face your own music. And i know i haven't been a great person. i always do or say things rashly, and i always manage to get away with them. But perhaps thinking really gives me enlightenment. I should seriously stop stop stop talking and doing things on impulse, i should shut my mouth when i should be. Talk smart, don't be stupid. Then I was thinking, whose fault was it? Then i thought, was it because i was thinking too much? She's not so petty i know. Yea good thing i left, perhaps there wasn't anything wrong but i am the irritating one who keeps saying there's something wrong. Paranoid. Why am I so paranoid about everything? So scared of everything? So inferior about everything? Why do i care about everything? Sometimes just leave people alone, like sometimes, i love to be left alone. Idk whats wrong with me? Nothing seems to get right. Call me a dreamer but i don't want to have any conflicts with anyone- it sux. Im sorry to kind of ROARRR at you. I didn't mean it. Yea we'll make up. I hope. Nah i know we will, 'cuz i was just thinking too much, like what you said. Tmrw we will :)
im sorry.

I NEED TO DE STRESS AND STUDY HARD FOR MY MID YEAR EXAMS.
I DON'T CARE I NEED TO DO WELL AND MAKE MY FATHER PROUD. MY MUM TOO, if she even cares about my good grades and stop harping on the bad ones.

SHIT TODAY MAY TOMORROW BE A GREAT DAY FOR ME.
LET ME PASS MY TESTS WITH FLYING COLORS AND I WILL THINK BEFORE I TALK AND BE NICE TO EVERYONE.

This song nearly made me tear in the bus idk why

ME WNA MOOLAH TO GO GAI GAI!!!

2009-04-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

I have the urge to go SHOPPPPPING now!!!
After MYE i will do shopping instantly. With adeline and elfin? HEHE

GAHZ ndp training at Nee soon camp today was fine, rather reluctant at first but well, fine.
i think i go nap for 2 hours and wake up later at 11.30PM or something LOL IDKKKKK

Oyasumi~

"Why be with her, but your mind is with another her?"

GAH SOMETIMES IT HURTS.

Belated.

2009-04-10T08:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KOH ZHI WEI (:
Haha okay have a good year ahead ah cousin.

Almost. Actually. Could have.

2009-04-09T20:07:00.006+08:00

LOL i've decided to listen and give nicole's playlist a try :)
*
SCHOOL'S BEEN FREAKING HECTIC THIS TWO WEEKS LAH!
Im totally not exaggerating, im so glad tmrw's Good Friday!!!

Have been staying back and reaching home so late for the past few days.
Omg and i haven't updated a lot. Guess being busy ate my blogging bug.

Yesterday had Games Day captain's ball match.
Competed with 3/6 and 3/7, nice games with them (:
It was pretty scary on court lah seriously, haha but we did well :D
And dad came home yesterday XD

Today stayed back for some preparation for guides meeting next Tuesday (GAH I FREAKING DIDN'T HELP PITCH THAT TENT SORRY I WILL MAKE SURE I KNOW HOW TO PITCH) and the thai singing rehearsal.

Was feeling all lethargic and floaty since math lesson. But i kinda love to do math now.
Idk why, i get this feeling of satisfaction when i do a question right :D

Slacked at guides room, we talked a lot of quotes and i got some enlightenment somehow LOL.
"Loving someone is better than being loved,
being loved is easier than loving someone."
True.

Then had the singing rehearsal.
It was kind of fun to sing actually! Im not joking, relives stress.

Aye so glad tomorrow is PUBLIC HOLIDAY. Tuition tmrw!
Pictures of last sunday and today belowwwww.

Hey friend don't stressed okay.
Remember, 先苦后甜 (: ALL MUST GO PROM NIGHT TOGETHER I DON'T CARE. NO ONE SHOULD BE LEFT OUT :D
LOVE YOUUUUU.

Hey another friend,
it's okay i understand you okay. I don't blame you, we won't drift (:
nearly cried at your letter, well, i miss you. TURN TIMEEEE* :D

Okay conclusion:
Nicole's playlist got many weird weird songs.
Haha only nice songs are 'Fuck you' by lily allen and 'The Great Escape' by Boys like girls. LOLLLLLLl different taste.
Told you my taste is unique *wink wink

SOMETIMES FREAKING HATE MYSELF HOPE I BURN AND DIE LAH ZZZ

I don't think anyone care but here are the tag replies! :X Super late i know

Allyson:
LOL! haha yea but my dad go back hospital already :(

Willie:
Yea thank you!

Liping:
LOL haha poking then become fu-moing :)

Angela:
Not emo lah :D

Zhiwei:
YOOOOOO and speak no evil, see no evil, hear no evil!

Nicole:
Wah thanks ahhhh. xD

Hannah:
Ohhhhh haha

Xinying:
MY HAPPY ENDING :X

Allyson:
LOL i never act one what. That time i do math do till pekcek i showed my true colors ;)

Xuanying:
LOL YEAAAAA MANYYYY

Yuni:
HAHAHA LOLLL CRAZIEEEE. I went to google about mcr and i realise only frank iero is the handsomest out of the whole group lah seriously O.O the wonder you LOVEEE him.

Amyraa:
Hahaha yah lah.

Xuanying:
YEAAAA ME LIKE TOO

Chunni:
ROFL no special reasons :) 'cuz westmall too boring we went out walk walk talk talk.

Yvette:
Rofl tell meee in school!

Chunni:
HEH HEH maths not bad ah xD count quite accurately

Chunni:
YAY YOU FIRST ON TAGBOARD

Jinfeng:
HAhah thanks!!

Xinying:
Haha luvvvvv

Jacquelyn:
THANK YOU :D

Xuanying:
Eh thankssss!!

Yuni:
HAHA thanks yuni iero xD

Jiaying:
HEEEHEEE MEETUP SOON YOUUU

Edmund:
haha neighbour never see before face ROFLLL thankssss

Huiyi:
Arigato!

Zhiwei:
Yah lor grow up liao xD TYYYY COUSINNN

Nicole:
I SAWWWW! *honoured*

Chewyen:
haah thanks you

Cheryl:
HEH THANKYOU

Allyson:
LOL why leh O.O haha

Willie:
HEH THANKS :D

Zhiwei:
Yah lah i also got wish you happy birthday! Haha

Adeline:
HONOURED :P

Tirui:
THANK YOU

Munyee:
Haha thankssss um http://picasion.com/

Madeline:
Extremely lah. She go google 'jasmine quotes' that why

Chunni:
WAH PUBLIC CONFESSION XD

Liping:
I thought it was raining but it didn't rain -.-

Thenghui:
:D THANKSSSS

Jiayi:
Haha you're too kind. Yea okay

Nicole:
Took it out already, like damn act cute.

Dawn:
XD HEHEEE

Yvette:
Haha so bad lah. Later she cry.

Liping:
LOLLLLL you scream like a gay in real lief let me hear leh.

Chunni:
Yeaaaa wah ask you send things damn longggg.

Nicole:
hai hao lah. All look retarded together ;)

Yvette:
HAHA but really lah. rock

Weiying:
Hhaah i didn't know. it's just a blogskin. didn't change anything leh

vs i love you.

2009-04-06T19:43:00.005+08:00

Hi yesterday i felt nothing.
Today i felt something.
What will i feel tomorrow?

Unknowingly, i do.

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It's freaking coming out on my Mum's birthday!!! WHOA

Wilber pan ftw XD

Btw i still think css military band was great (:
Cheers!!!

Massive.

2009-04-05T20:04:00.004+08:00

~

OMG I FREAKING DIDN'T UPDATE SINCE TUESDAY.

School and cca have really been busy.... omg went out a lot these few days.
PEEKTURES FO FRIDAY AND SATURDAY.
Three cheers for commonwealth guides 'cuz all of us got into NDP XD
which means we have to sacrifice our saturdaysssss X:

Oh yea and cindy slept over on saturday hehe.
She left me waiting for her at JP at 8PM with many banglahhhhz X:

Today went library with Chunni, cindy, juehao and kahleong.
Peeektures laterrrr gotta bathe and mug for geography now.

15 years ago.

2009-03-31T20:57:00.006+08:00

"Plants that wake when others sleep. Timid jasmine buds that keep their fragrance to themselves all day, but when the sunlight dies away let the delicious secret out to every breeze that roams about. "
- Chunni's blog

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU TOOOO ME.

THANK YOU XIE XIE ARIGATO TERIMAKASEH NANDRI GAM SIA DUO ZEH:
Before birthday:
Julia, zeqing, hannah, chunni, xinying.
Sms (according to time):
Cindy (00:00!), hannah (00.01!), yvette, nicole, Jiaying, chunni, hanis, jiawen, liping, allyson, weiying, PAPA!, elfin, xianyun, amirtha, juehao, dawn, honkuan, desmond, neil, benita, shumin, shuhui, julia, huijuan :)
Tagboard:
Chunni, jinfeng, xinying, jacquelyn, xuanying, yuni, jiaying, edmund, huiyi, zhiwei :)
Msn:
Renyi, zeqing, neil, weihao, atiqah :)
Presents:
Peizi, Cindy, liping, jiawen, benita, doris, mr toh, adeline, xinying, hanis :)
Face to face:
Angela, Xinying, madeline, xuanying, nadhirah, zhongting, nasyiba, amyraa, azalea, kahleong, ridhwan, dee, ayeeee i forgot!!! X: THANKS still!

Thankssss 3/4 and 3/5 too (: HEH
~
Rofl, today was not too bad (:
But wth when will my night be peaceful and quiet?
Tonight is not a peaceful night. In fact, IT WAS NEVER PEACEFUL. Arguments, noise, where is the peace? Where is the love? Where is the joy?
So what happy family. SHIT ONLY.
Sometimes I just dread when im home. I prefer being alone at home.
JUST SHUT UP YOU TWO.
~
Woke up and received quite a couple of smses, thanks!
I told my mum, "15 years ago, I was born...."
She was like, "OH YAH HOR TODAY YOUR BIRTHDAY."
Went to school, saw weiying on the bus.
Supposed to meet cindy at foyer, but she was later.
Caught up with Hanis a bit :D, sat at the bench and some people came over to say happy birthday, thanks!
Biology lesson, had combined class with 3/4 at the end of lesson, the teacher suddenly said she has an announcement to make, TODAY IS JASMINE'S BIRTHDAY (:
Lol shocked O.O
Thanks to whoever who told the teacher (:
Ji honoured yi xia. Surprises are pleasant!
Ms Xiang said happy birthday to me during chinese haha random.
More people came to wish me thanks!
Had tuition since there is no cca. Mr toh wanted to give me a big hug HAHAHA when he knew it was my bday -.- TOTALLY SHUNNED IT XD
Ended tuition, saw liping and nicole. Liping's hp totally went battery flat so thank God i could see her :D
Went jp to meet jiawen and benita.
Subwayyyyy yay i luv them.

wth my nose gone -.-

Julia's present HHAHAHA
(and it is working lah julia, so don't worry you never kena con)

(: thanks all.

Noisy night. Really.
When will i have a quiet and happy one. EVER seriously? -.-

XX

2009-03-30T19:47:00.004+08:00

Aw so cute ^^

Seeeee no evil.

2009-03-29T22:17:00.003+08:00

Something depressing happened.
I lost my domokun soft toy badge.
The one that i pin it on my bag. Gone.
Dropped it on my way today i guessed :(
Walked back to the bus stop but couldn't find it (it would be a miracle if i can find it lol).

Yeaaaaa DOMOKUN.

And julia's first to give me bday present!!! :D
Haha gained one domokun and lost one domokun today.

Lol and yesterday for Earth hour, I kept telling the residents that activities will be held at Bukit Gombak North instead of Hong kah North.
Okay whateverrrr random.

LOL and i don't have the intention at all so quit guessing.
Im not some despo!!! -_________-

Joy division.

2009-03-29T09:46:00.007+08:00

2 MORE DAYSSSS! heh xD

O.O I luv LOOKBOOK.NU :D
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I was so tired yesterday that i went home, chiongeddddd ALL my TF (^^V) and straight to bed.
Okay another achievement last night, didn't online again!!!
-.-

Woke up at 6AM, headed for Bishan with guides people for NDP training.
This time was even scarier, 'cuz they were eliminating people already OHMAIGOSHY.
Satu dua bilang all over again and this time Amyraa was in front of me :)
So I followed her timing all the way, it's like the Commonwealth tempo and timing sorta thing, LOL!
Totally contracted my muscles like crazy, hurts. Was frigging scared when a sergeant comes closer to me......
They would *tap tap on shoulder* "OUT".

Did my best i thought? :D
Got my timings pretty well, tho the person who was giving timing sucked -.- Inconsistent~

We keblakan pohseng and *PA!* the sunlight was pretty intense, making my eyes smaller than it already is -.-

YAYYYY THE 5 COMMONWEALTHIAN GUIDES ARE STILL IN XD
Lol next week would be the last audition for ndp, hope all of us gets in...
Which means the other saturdays to come would be busy and marching and sweat but honour :P

Haha the most ridiculous thing is that the Guides in charge asked us not to go flirt and seduce with the army sergeants -.-
Amyraa said she saw a girl flirting, wth LOLZ

Had Yoshinoya for lunch to reward ourselves :D Yummmmz
Tied hair for the girls and all of us have the same hair styles!!
Yea and they were complaining that i tie for myself very nice and anyhow tie for them.
ROFL I GOT SO BAD MEH HEHEHEHE

[inserts peeeeeeektures, NICOLE SEND ME!]

~

Bishan to bkt gombak, for EARTH HOUR!!!
Save the earthhhhh earthlingxzxzxzx.

Went there and was pretty highhhh. Think it was due to fatigue. So had to keep myself high else I might just doze off.

Sat in the middle of the circle thingy in the bball court and talked. Adeline said we AA haha.
WE WERE BOREDDDDDD :D

Got into our groups and stuffs.
I have phobia of strangers but it turned out fineeee :D
So many weird people hahaha no offence. But some people were pretty friendly.
There's this guy who asked,
"Omg you guy do this for a living?"
lol that time it was pretty hilarious.

Ended pretty fast. Then gathered together with KL's group.
Haha talked many crap. Talked about sex change, taboo IS NOT scandal, gayness, steve, schools, cca...

Went back and i watched finish my ToGetHer ep 6 already while waiting. LOLZ
Weiying called me when she's like 3 classes away from me hahaha.

They gave us time for dinner.
Left for Westmall with Cindy and liping. At first i was like supporting the idea of going to lot one. 'cuz both places are just a station away, then the mrt to westmall came first so yea.

Wanted to have dinner but we were too full. LOL
So walked around... and i forgot what we did. But we talked a lot, not a moment of silence :D
We went to Tom and Stephanie to look at baby stuffs.
omg our motherly luv is showing~ Bleah the baby clothes there were cute.
Saw the other 3/5 people at subway, haha guessed so they were there.

Well left home at about 9.30PM.

(not in order)

Taken by Commonwealth's photography club member Neo li ping.
Okay lah is the model ugly :)

Okay ending with this.
KA SA BA WANG ZI~!

Okay whateverrrr *moves head from left to right repeatedly*

:D bye and good luck for tmrw chem!

What's in your mind?

2009-03-27T21:22:00.005+08:00

Haiiiiiii i decided to change my handphone with my sister for tmrw due to retardedness.
HEHEHE so i have an exact phone as my previous but this time..... PINK!
Omg i so ah kua.

Anyway found some random photos that i failed to remember to upload.
Wellz the randomness is going to kill you :D

HEHEHE. I LURBE EUU.

One side was sunny, the other was rainy. I stood at the rainy side of the sky :/

I LUV TUITION XD And everyone's sleepy haha and commonwealthians own tlc :)

Okayyyyyy bai bai.
Tmrw is a day out from 7AM to 10PM.
I am superwoman.

I THINK IM MOVING HOUSE SOON :D I WANT LIVE THEREEEE LOL
hur hur.

Tmrw's earth hour. We're doing the gombak side.
O.OOOOO i think it's kinda cool that the whole island is going to be enveloped in absolute darkness :D

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be.

All this time you were pretending.

2009-03-26T21:58:00.003+08:00

I suddenly have a fetish for Avril Lavigne's songs!!!
:D

Anyway today was fine. I just realised I never really blog much about school huh?
/: Everyday's so typical that's why. Haaaa.

On my way home today with allyson, i couldn't really smile.
She said i looked depressed (again, -.-).
Haha welllllllllllllll like what i say, see no evil.....
Ignorance is bliss, see lesser, hurt lesser (:
Yea and allyson was telling me to 'Let it go...'
HAHA wonder what she is asking me to let go.

And I went home listening to a song I'm never fated with.

Talked to xinying on the phone. We're both saddddddd haha lol
"Why must we act so happy when we're so sad?"

Unwanted.
that's the word to describe me :)

Ignorance is bliss.

2009-03-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

想回到过去

Hear no evil. See no evil. Speak no evil.

It's better to shut up at times.

Silence is GOLD XD.

Brb from all the optimism, but I WILL BE BACK :D

2009-03-24T21:54:00.005+08:00

(PAPA IS HOMEEEEEEE YAYYYY SLEEPING ON OUR HOUSE'S BED AND NOT THE HOSPITAL'S~~~ HOORAYYYYY)
(Am not complaining, just self reflectionzzzzz.)
(Neither am i freaking comparing anything :D)

I discovered something about me today.
It all started when she said everyone changed, I changed, from last year till this year.
I asked her, what was the change in me.
She replied,
Last year I was optimistic, happiness I reveal was truthfully from my heart.
I brought joy to everyone, I study but not as much.
I was better to friends, I was nice to all.
This year I became depressed and emo.
I was easily stressed up, and I became easily impatient.
I study a lot and don't react much with people.
There seems to be something restricting me from being really happy.
Even when I laugh, it's not sincere.

I paused, and I knew she was right. I realise the change in myself too.
It's as if there's a dark cloud over me but I just can't get rid of it.

Then I asked her, why.
She told me, "Environment."

I agree. This year's atmosphere is totally different from last year's.
Last year I was happy deep from my heart, 2008 treated me well. I had a great class, awesome friends, never-ending laughter, got satisfying grades, lesser domestic arguments.....
I remember people envy about how I forever won't get left out, how I am always with people, how good my parents were, how rich (no im definitely not FOR GOODNESS SAKE) I am, better grades even though I was onlineeeee.
Srsly, life was a blithe :)
Short to say, I got attention.

But now, im not exactly getting fabulous results, my mother finding trouble with me every night, dad's sick, i sound like i luv my class but deep inside i don't, everyone's in cliques and I hate it, but im anti social so yea my fault too.

I asked them if changed. They told me became nerd-er, keep on studying only.
Well i swear i will NEVER do anything thing like chionging homework in class and mugging during free periods when I was in 2/2.
Guess i really loved my group of girls, i kinda miss them A LOT now...
We visit the toilet whenever a lesson end, i would talk to yvette non stop, elfin would be laughing at some nonsensical stuffs Im talking about, weiying would harping about HK, adeline would talk about shopping together, jiawen would start inferring so accurately it scares me off, liping would touch people, xinying would drown me with all her emoness and I would be the one who cheers her up.......
Ah misses those days.
But now in class, I find no one to talk to really.
Cindy only maybe.

I don't really have any close friends who came into the same current class as me.
That's why i don't really have a clique, who i can really be comfortable and let my hair down and be crazyyyy with.
Pretty pathetic huh I?

That's why i resort to doing homework and act like i've got something to do.
LONER. Yea nevermind I am one.

Worst of all, I can never be a loner. Those who know me well will know this.
My weakest point.

They also mentioned about me being increasingly vulgar.
LOL! HAHAHA that one can control, so yea I will :D

Yea i do miss the old me. It's the TRUUUUU me.
Current me = EEEEEW.

Haaaaaaa sometimes it's good to hear sincere opinions from people close to you.
It makes you do a lot of self reflecting, and that's always better right?
Better than living in your own world thinking you're some super number one.

Well moral of the story today is,
JASMINE SHOULD LEARN AND MAKE AN EFFORT TO RETURN TO HER TRUUUUUE SELF XD
Yes and i hope i can. No more emo jasmine.

I just need some time (:

The true me wants to be happy one... hehe i know.

I should go back to cheer people up, instead of people cheering me up.
And dampening the moods of people around me is evil too!!!
I remember i lived by this saying last year,
"A smile is a curve that sets everything straight."

:) There will be a rainbow above my head soon!
Sorry to those who think i changedddd and i think i changedddd.
To some stupid emo freak. Haha but am trying to sort my brain out.

So yea, CHEERS~

AND YESSSS I NOT AN EMO HELPLESS SHIT.
DEEP INSIDE ME I CAN BE HAPPY :D
I'm just learning how to now.

1-2 crush on you.

2009-03-23T21:52:00.008+08:00

Today i only had 3 hours of sleep. My brain wasn't functioning well.
Today is a speechless day.
First time I could literally feel my blood boiling and profanities just shoot out. And I meant what i said.
Nahhhhhh i hope everything's fine already.

On a more encouraging note,
my papapapa is coming home tmrw!!! ^^V

Can my mother and sister just fucking shut up?
I have never had a quiet night in a long time already.
What's the point of acting so happy in the hospital, but at home, truth is, ARGUMENTS, SCREAMING, DAUGHTERS SCOLDING MOTHER, MOTHER NAGGING AND MAKING NO SENSE TO DAUGHTERS.
What the fuck is this?
So gladddd that my dad will be back tomorrow. Bet my mum would shut her mouth a little, my sister too.
Now whenever i feel like saying something, to fight back for my rights, i can't even be bothered to complete my sentence. Srsly, numbeddddd.
Just adding to my sins, of scolding my ah bu. My sister should shut up too.

And yeaaaa whateverrrrrrr im so numb by all these shit.
Screwed up.
Did i mention that mrs philip pint pointing me today again? LOL i was like "WTH?" when she said my name. For Gawdnesss, i was meticulously doing my work.
When she told me that i was at the 60% and above range, i felt tears in my eyes.
Emotional yea whatever. So prone to crying wtf is wrong with me. Am so easily stressed i so loser.

Yea i want back sec 2 life.
I rather not have such stress, not know you, dad at home, better results, great friendship with everyone.
None of the above now. MY LIFE ROCK.

It was nice to nap for 2 hours straight after school. And i woke up with a headache.
It's like there's something tightening at my skull. Ouch.

I luv my life \m/
-___________-

If I were a boy.

2009-03-21T21:31:00.004+08:00

Woke up super early (for a weekend) and went for NDP auditions.
We were late, and we thought we were punctual. K whateverrrrrr.

Think trainings went pretty good? :) Haha the sergeants were hilarious I think.
Keep "ROGER THAT?", "OUTSTANDING" and started overwhelming us with praises~ Weird didn't know the Army so encouraging one.

Hehe lesser people came then we thought actually, boosting our confidence a little and we all think we might have a chance or so :p
Damn cool lah, if all of us could get in the NDP! Sounds like a gr8 experience and honour.

Cindy and ethel left earlier, so we went to eat at KFC.

Nicole had Shrooms burger with cheese fries, Amyraa had fried chicken, I had Oriental Chicken salad.
Yay i win for being the healthiest LOLZZZ

This is call self-love.

Then mrted all the way backkkkkko to JE. I slept standing, damn exhausted.
Still, went to find Chunni they all at library.
Talked lots of crap, expressed our hatred for people, scared of the stupid ti koh peh and did little homework.

Our own death note :D
There's only one name written there, let's see who dies first then is that person okay.
"J.................................."

Duh not me lah.

I SAW A RAINBOW AT JURONG POINT THERE TODAY!!!!
WHO SAW ITTTT TOO?
Haha so many people taking pictures of it, but I reckoned i would look retarded taking picture of it so i didn't :(

What does a rainbow mean? Hope? Dreams? Happiness? Optimism? Freedom?

Today i realised something.
The more you want and think about something, the more it will NOT happen.
Sometimes, things that happen by surprise are sweeter and more pleasant.
Like what I always say, SURPRISES ARE THE BEST THINGS ON EARTH :)

Please officially countdown to my birthday in 10 days time :p

2009-03-20T22:09:00.001+08:00

"i am wrong to hate myself
but it feels so right to me"

Thought this was kinda cool.
Said by a friend who talks cheem.